𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐑 ➼ 𝐤.𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢

(🌸) .𝟏𝟗 ━ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝟐/𝟑

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Dear y/n,

I've gotta be honest with you, I've started over this letter 5 times and I still feel like no matter what I write I'd never be able to say what I need to. But I've got to at least try since I'm too scared to say it in person.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so caught up with Jenny. I'm sorry for assuming it was her just because of a stupid hair clip. I'm sorry for all the pain I must've put you through when I asked you for help and above all else, I'm sorry for not reading that last letter.

I'm an idiot. I know that much and you probably do too. I screwed up in literally every way that I could and it took me this long to realize it. So much for being the 'smart guy.'

I'm so sorry y/n.

I know it might be too late to ask this now, but I need to talk to you properly about this. You deserve that at least.

Please meet me on the roof before the end of lunch

~ Love (a.k)

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Y/n stood in stunned silence as trembling hands gripped the letter and watering eyes reread it for the tenth time. She read it until the lines blurred together and the words stopped making sense — and for her they never did. How could they?

Y/ n didn't believe in miracles or sudden destiny. She's spent the last two months trying to confess her feelings only for it all to blow up in her face in the worst way imaginable. And the worst part is she couldn't even blame him because if she hadn't been such a coward then maybe none of this would've ever happened.

But would it really have changed anything? You can't force someone to love you after all. That was one thing the universe seemed hellbent on showing her. Which is why she refused that the same universe that tortured her with her own feelings for so long was now finally giving her a break – the love of her life out of seemingly nowhere.