𝐫𝐢𝐩 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 | 𝐯.𝐡

hotel room.

chapter 6

lana's pov.

"jonah! stop it!" i giggle as his lips explore my the sensitive area at my neck. he hovers over me, as i back away towards the headboard of my bed.

he connets our lips again, large hands pulling me into him and deepening the kiss.

"i have to go, okay?" i pull away, his shirt is already half removed as he huffs, leaning back.

"where? do you not wanna spend time with me or something?" he looks genuinely concerned and i roll my eyes in disagreement.

"of course not, i love you" my heart jumps after i realise what i just said.

he stares at me blankly while i put my shirt back on. 

"hmm" he hums, before getting up to leave, brushing against my shoulder as he walks out of the door.

what did i just do? was it because i didn't wanna have sex with him?

the most we've done is make out, and taken each other's clothes off, but i would always stop it there. it's not that i don't want to lose my virginity with him, it's simply that i'm not ready.

i told him i loved him, and he stood up and left. yeah, i guess it was a pretty shitty way to confess your love to someone, but he could've at least said it back.

unless he doesn't love me back.

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"look, can we just get this over with and not waste more time?" i almost yell, vinnie widens his eyes, gazing at me intensely.

"geez, who pissed in your cereal this morning?" i roll my eyes, displaying books and more books around the table.

"i'm just having a bad today" my mind flickers back to the past events of this morning, and unnecessary amount of hours i spent crying over jonah.

what he did hurt. what he said hurt. but also what he didn't say hurt too.

"wanna talk about it?" he shrugs i connect our gazes, watching the afternoon sunlight flicker in his hazel eyes.

"not really"

his eyelashes flutter, golden brown curls flopping over his forehead slightly.

i find myself zoning out, taking in everything admirably beautiful about vinnie. the way his furrow when he talks, or the way his plump lips curve up when he laughs... what? i'm supposed to hate this boy.

"lana?" my thoughts are broken off as i regain sanity, resting my head in the palm of my hand.

"hmm?" i straighten myself up, slightly embarrassed. hopefully he didn't catch me staring.

"i said do you want a drink?" i glance over to where he's now standing, by the fridge.

"oh yeah, sure" i take the time to observe vinnie's home that he invited me to. it's cosy, and warm, and smells like him.

"here" he sits back down, placing a cold can in front me.

i glance down at it, eyes flickering back to vinnie, watching as he holds the can up to his lips.

"okay, let's get started" i mumble, flipping the book reading 'maths 101' open.

it's almost midnight now, drink cans are littered across the floor and vinnie is lying across the floor like a dog.

"what are you doing? get back up here!" he lets out a breathy laugh, sitting up and leaning against the island counter.

"you've completely worked me out, lana" i smile to myself, fiddling with the zipper of my bag.

"well that's just too bad, we haven't done enough" i say. vinnie gradually gets up, sitting back down on the chair.

"oh come on, it's almost midnight. aren't you tired, or hungry?" he whines.

"erm... no, i'm not"

"well i am... i think we've done enough today" he rummages around in the cupboards for snacks.

"where are your parents?"

"fucking in a hotel room or something" my hand flies to my mouth at his words, but i laugh.

a laugh i haven't had in a while.

he turns to me in shock, to see me clutching my stomach.

"didn't know i could make you laugh like that" he adds, scratching the back of his neck.

"i should get going now, when do you want to do this again?"

"whenever you're free i guess" he shrugs, leading to the door.

"you sure you can go by yourself? it's pretty late."

"yep, i don't live far"

"see you- wait, why are we being nice to each other?"

"you promised you would be nice or i wouldn't help you, so it's just you holding up your end of the deal"

"kinda forgot, it feels weird talking to you without insulting you" i roll my eyes, despite the smile forming at my lips.

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so sorry for slow updates!
another short chapter, comment what you think will happen next!