𝐫𝐢𝐩 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 | 𝐯.𝐡

butterflies.

chapter 13

with a few light brushes our lips meet, vinnie's hand finds my cheek. hums of satisfaction pass both our lips as the regret i thought would invade my mind, doesn't.

his lips are soft and plump, moulding together perfectly with mine.

the sudden desire and need for vinnie envelopes me uncontrollably.

his hands land on my waist, passionate kissing becoming heavier as i lean back so that he's hovering directly over me.

is this just lust? do i actually like him? does it really matter? all i know is that right now, i want him.

everything feels perfect, the warmth radiating from his body has my head spinning, whirling.

disconnecting from mine, vinnie's lips travel down my neck, leaving a wet trail across my skin. his mouth works against my neck, sure to leave marks.

i let out a whine, my neck being my most sensitive spot.

how vinnie still manages to look ethereal while sweating amazes me. curls sticking to his forehead messily, muscles flexing through his shirt every time he leans in further. i think i take notice of things a little too much.

and the way he catches his bottom lip between his teeth causes the butterflies dancing and having fun in my stomach to invite more of their friends to join the party.

stupid butterflies.

i blink repetitively in anticipation, trying to come to terms with what's happening.

his fingers fumble with the hem of my shirt, trying to pull them up while still harshly kissing me.

he abruptly pulls away, lips hovering inches away from mine as his hooded hazel eyes linger into mine.

how can someone be so pretty...

i swing my arms over his neck, trying his pull his lips back down on mine but he doesn't budge.

"you just can't get enough of me, huh?" he smirks, biting his lip.

there's that vinnie. he's back.

"just kiss me" i breathe, nails almost digging into the skin on his neck.

"ah ah ah, hold your horses. if we do this, what does it mean?"

"it doesn't mean anything. there's no strings attached"

"what, so just sex? no feelings, nothing?" he questions.

"nothing" as much as i want it to be something, i know it can't be. we can't be in a relationship, vinnie's too... vinnie for that.

"so what, we're fuck buddies?" i almost laugh at his casualness, he never fails to make me laugh.

"i guess... but don't call it that. it's weird." i say.

"okay" he mutters.

"okay. let's go to my house, no one's home"

excitement creeps up in my cheeks that i can't hide my smile.

"sure" how is he so calm about this? oh wait, he's probably done this a million times.

the car ride is silent, vinnie is so calm yet my mind is rushing with anxiety and anticipation of what's to come.

should i tell minah and audrey? no, they'll think i'm weird. is this weird? maybe i should wait until after to tell them.

a/n
ahhh short chapter
i'm excited for what's coming 😋