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chapter 14

"just through here" i glance at vinnie who's walking behind me through the corridor leading to my bedroom.

he places his hand on the back of his neck, licking his lips. we both enter my bedroom, the heavy silence overwhelming me.

"are you nervous?" vinnie slowly corners me, smirking as my back hits against the wall.

what is the boy doing to me?

"look, can we just-"

"lana-jane!" i know that use of my birth-name anywhere. is the sound of my aunt elizabeth's voice just my imagination?

"lana-jane!" the voice yells again.

oh no, it's not.

shit.

"who's that?" vinnie mutters.

"it's either my aunt elizabeth, or my brother doing a perfect impression of my aunt elizabeth" i smile, walking away from him.

"i should go down there, she can get kinda- you know" he nods, plopping down on my bed.

"i'll just wait here then"

i dash down the stairs, to greet my aunt sorting through newspapers and magazines on the kitchen counter.

"you're back" i half smile, rubbing my forehead.

"yes, aren't you going to ask about my trip?" her blonde locks are pulled into a tight, low ponytail, as she bats her blonde eyelashes at me too.

"i was just getting to that" i bite my lip, thinking about vinnie still up there.

"aunt elizabeth! you're back!" archer smiles, engulfing in a large hug. she kisses his cheek, rubbing his back with her small hands.

he was here? this whole time?

"archer, you know i missed you the most" she laughs.

"i'm standing right here!" i playfully yell.

"yes, i know" archer smirks at her words.

"okay, i'm gonna go back up now"

"ah ah ah- hold it lana" her sharp voice stops me in my tracks, and i internally scream.

"yes, aunt elizabeth?" i turn around on my heels. what can she possibly want.

"don't stay up too late, okay?" her face softens as archer rolls his eyes at me.

"okay, i won't" i say, knowing i'm lying.

"sorry i took a while, my aunt-" i lock the door behind me.

"-yeah yeah, let's do this" vinnie interrupts me.

"you still wanna go through with this? my brother and aunt are literally downstairs"

"so? you'll just have to hold back those pretty moans then" i gulp in anticipation.

"i can't- i'm not-"

"shushh" he places his slender finger on my lips. and my eyes flick down to them.

i'm finding it hard to say no.

"just let me do the work, lana" he whispers, lips grazing over my ear.

i sit down, watching him hover over me on the bed, heavily gazing at me. i'm finding it hard to know what he's thinking, usually i'd be able to read people perfectly just by their expression.

but his is blank, completely blank.

nervousness seeps through to my brain. am i sure i wanna do this? have i made the right choice? i wasn't even given a choice, feelings and my want and need for vinnie made that choice themselves.

if archer hadn't got into that fight i wouldn't be here, with vinnie. i never would've conversed with vinnie, began tutoring him at all. i never would've found him funny, and started developing feelings for him. i wouldn't be in this situation right not, if it wasn't for archer.

i'm not even sure i wanna be in this situation. yes i want vinnie, i want him so incredibly bad. but the thought of him only wanting me as a distraction, or to pass time keeps jabbering into my mind. and it's hurting me.

i decide to just push these thoughts out of my mind. i'm thinking into this too much, right? it's just sex... meaningless sex.

meaningless sex. dang, something i don't think i'd ever have to even think about.

vinnie's hand on my waist breaks my thought process. he pushes my shoulders back slightly, allowing me to rest my head against the pillows.

his body relaxes over my tense one, lips attaching to my neck as the hairs on my arms rise.

he kicks, sucks, kisses, anything you could possible do to skin. a low whimper passes my lips, as vinnie slowly moves down my skin.

i try to pull my legs together but vinnie's hold pulls them back apart, before he slides his body in between my thighs.

"let me make you feel good, lana" his voice is low and raspy, as his fingers work their way up my shirt.

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a/n
hate to end it there but i have to i'm sorry😬
hope you enjoyed :):):):)

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