Chapter one

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TW: somebody throws up, toxic relationship, abuse, straight man
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It was a rather normal day at work today I had only about 8 patients so I could finish quickly and get my kids from the kindergarten. Usually my husband would do that but after I decided to leave him because I mainly married him because I was pregnant at the time and the relationship was a overall toxic.

I never wanted to have children with a man. I always wanted to get a wife and adopt children but while I was at college I got into a toxic relationship with my now ex husband. At first I just saw it as a little fling with kind of good sex but he wanted to make it an official relationship.

I thought why not and with that I sunk more and more into the "relationship". To the outside we always seemed like a perfect couple. „A psychiatrist and a neurologist what a perfect match". At first it was true the first year was blissful and everything seemed to be a healthy college relationship. After we graduated and both started working everything seemed fine until one day.

I woke up with extreme nausea and went directly into the bathroom to throw up. I also missed my period so I decided to do a pregnancy test and it was positive... Don't get me wrong of course I was aware this could happen but the reality just hit me hard. At first I was in a complete shock, but after some time I became more comfortable with the idea of a child. In the evening I told him about my pregnancy and he couldn't have been happier. After some discussion we decided that we would get married because it would be easier for our little family. We had a stable income and a house with enough space.

Since then everything went by quickly. Our little girl was born. The little Helen was the nicest and beautifulest child you could have imagined. I actually became quite happy in this time with my husband and our sweet little girl. I never thought this could happen, but there I was. I even could think about growing old like this. Helen just overwhelmed me with happiness. When she was 3 years old we decided to have another child.

Everything went fine even though I hated being pregnant. The little Wilhemina tho made up for the horrible 9 months. But with her birth I realised that it wasn't really his love that made me happy and when I thought about the future I only thought about me and my two girls. Me and my husband became more distant until fast forward to my birthday.

On my birthday my husband asked my mother to look after the children and when I woke up I was greeted by my husband only, I was disappointed I looked forward to spend my day with my girls and eat cake with them see Mina and Helen play together and at the end of the day I wanted fall a sleep with them in my arms. My children were my greatest love and not my husband.

I knew that my husband had been cheating on me with different girls for almost 2 years. Honestly I felt sorry for them.

By the time he got more aggressive and abused me physically and mentally. The only real wish for my birthday was a divorce. And it came true.

My husband and I ate breakfast and he admitted to me that he wanted to fix things because he didn't like how things got so different. After I asked him how our relationship became so distanced and asked him some more questions he admitted that he had an affair.

All I said was "I know". He just looked shocked at me and I said I knew about the 8 girls he had a so called relationship in the last two years since Mina has been born. I said I want a divorce he became abusive and called me a slut. He tried to threaten me and also said that I couldn't live without him. He decided after our divorce that he would leave all of us and I didn't complain about that. I would be hard for the girls but at the end of the day it's better for all of us.

I didn't realised how lost in thoughts I was until I arrived at the kindergarten. I got out of the car and went inside only to get greeted by two little creatures who happily ran into my arms. I gave both of them a kiss on their forehead and asked them how their days were. They told me everything while I helped them into their tiny jackets and boots.

Slowly it was getting colder outside it was the middle of October only a month after my birthday. I love the autumn everything gets slowly cold and colourful until it fades away. Helen told me that next week there was a day where every child brings their parents into kindergarten and they present their jobs. She also told me about her new friend Lilli who's mother is coming next week to and that I need to come because of that so I get to know her and Lilli and Helen can meet to play with each other after kindergarten or on the weekend. I happily agreed to come and talked with the teacher about which time I need to come next week to set everything up and informed them that I would come.

time skip fast forward to Tuesday next week

I arrived at the kindergarten at 8am and grabbed the little poster I made for my little presentation. I glued some pictures of my office on it. I got out of the car and grabbed the tiny backpacks of my girls. I got Mina on my arm and Helen held my hand as I locked the car. We walked to the building of the kindergarten an I was greeted by the comfy colours and the smell of food. As we walked we saw a mother and her child walking in front of us. Helen let go of my hand and ran into the girls arms. The mother stopped as she saw her daughter and Helen hugging each other. She turned around and oh my was she drop dead gorgeous. She greeted me with a small smile and introduced herself as Rose and her daughter as Lilli. My mind was blank and I just stuttered "H-Hi, I'm y/n y/ln" She shook my hand and said "what a beautiful name" I just blushed and thanked her. Then she asked Mina ,who was snuggling her face into my neck, "And who are you little one?". Mina just snuggled deeper into my neck and hid her face under my hair. " Oh, this is Wilhemina she's a little shy and not really a morning person.". Rose just replied with a simple oh and smiled.

We walked into the kindergarten together and made a little smalltalk. I found out that Lillis father wasn't present as well and that Lillis mother is a fashion designer.
Rose complemented my blazer and I thanked her and said it's my favourite one. She just wisperst into my ear that it's hers to and that she really likes the woman who wears it. Then it hit me she was the Rose Weil. I just chuckled and said that the designer herself doesn't look so bad either and now it was her time to blush.

We went inside the kindergarten and everything went by quickly. When we needed to leave Helen and Lilli came to Rose and me and asked if they could meet after kindergarten to play together.

...👀to be continued...
Okay this is my first attempt to write something like this let me know your opinion about it and I'm definitely going to make a part two.
Also Englisch isn't my native language.

I've got so much schoolwork to do lol and it's only the first day after vacation but proofreading this is more important than sleep. Also I nearly had a heart attack when I nearly slipped off my horse today 💀 bc she spooked and I was riding her bare back.
04.25.2022
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