Roman angst oneshots

What happens next?

I've come to realize that the viewers of these one shots are decreasing. So this will probably become me just writing one-shots that I really want to write or me venting/projecting onto Roman.

Tw: implied self-harm, discovering sh, razors, open-ending, intense worrying(I don't think it's exactly anxiety, but warning just incase)

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He had lost his favorite shirt. It wasn't that big of a deal. Well it shouldn't have been...

He ended up mentioning the lost shirt during a conversation with Janus.

"I'm sure its in your room. Come on, I'll help you find it." Janus walked towards Roman's room, Roman following him. They entered the room. Janus crossed the red carpet, heading straight to the white door of the closet. He opened it and starting pulling out clothes and carefully placing them on the bed. Roman watched. "I don't know why you are looking, I know its not in this room."

Janus just shrugged, "It most likely would be here. Are you sure you looked completely."

Roman gave a half shrug, "I guess you could be right."

Janus kept pulling out clothes and putting them on the bed. Roman watching, doubting that he would find the shirt, but he felt content just watching. It was kinda peaceful. Well, was. That is, it was peaceful until Janus picked up a piece of clothing and a razor fell out.

His razor. He froze. He had thought that he left it there, but when he checked, he didn't see it. He thought he had moved it and forgotten. He knew he hadn't moved it. He should have looked harder. Janus picked up the razor and looked at him. "Why is there a razor in you're room?"

"I don't know. I must have been shaving and it ended up in the closet." His face was heating up.

"You're lying."

He tried to look confused and slightly annoyed at not being believed. He doubted it was working. He could feel the heat in his face. He chuckled, "So have you found the shirt yet?"

Janus just looked at him. "We won't talk about this now." He took a step forward and gave Roman an awkward hug. He then went back to working on the closet. Roman stood watching, trying to ignore the sinking feeling in his gut.

In the end, they didn't find the shirt, but they did find a drawing Roman made and some change he hadn't realized he lost.

After finishing the closet, Janus left with a goodbye. Roman was now left in his room, mind running. Janus knew. He was sure Janus was going to tell someone. What if he did tell someone? Would he? He didn't say he would, but he also didn't say he wouldn't? Maybe he would get lucky and Janus would forget. Probably not, but maybe? He was probably going to tell someone. What would they think? What would they do?

Also, what in the world was that acting. He sucked at lying apparently. His excuse was obviously fake and hesitant. He so obviously tried to change the subject. Not to mention the chuckle. Turns out he is awkward and the laugh it off type when it came to lying.

But would Janus tell? Probably. But maybe he will forget or keep quiet about it. Probably not, but maybe. Maybe? Hopefully? What will Janus do? What will the others think if Janus tells them. What will they do? What will they say. He doesn't think he can face them if they know. He hopes Janus doesn't tell them, but he probably will. Maybe he won't?

One question echoed in Roman's head, one he couldn't shake. 

What in the world will happen next?

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Sorry this was so short. Also I'm sorry for any errors, this was extremely rushed.

In case you are wondering (probably not) - Yes, this did just happen to me, and yes I am freaking out.

Also, I might make a part 2 based on what happens next, but depends on what happens. If I'm lucky, I won't have anything to write a part 2 on.

Either way, have a great day and make sure to drink plenty water since the weather is getting warmer!