His and Hers - IMAGINES

Fluff (bxg)

I had just gotten home from work. I knew that Jamie was here somewhere. I didn't know where she was at this very moment, but she was here. I walked into the kitchen and put my laptop bag on the counter. I grabbed a water bottle and made my way to go and find Jamie.

I walked into her gaming room expecting her to be in there streaming, but she wasn't in there. I noticed her computer was going off like crazy. That was when I noticed she had indeed done a stream that she's just left. By the looks of the room, it seems as if she ran out of here pretty quickly.

The comments on her stream were going haywire. I walked over and sat down in her chair. I read through some of the comments, and quite quickly got a very good idea as to why she would've ran out.

You're still fat on the inside.
Don't think that cause you're skinny now people will like you.
Why don't you go and eat a burger again?
Fatty.
Fat hoe.
It's amazing how your boyfriend is still with you even though you're still really fat.
Don't think we forgot about those ugly marks up your hips haha. #fatty

She's always been conscious of her weight. She's never been fat but she's more toned now and so she looks skinnier. She spent so long trying to lose weight because she saw herself as a humungous person because of those comments. She almost hospitalised herself multiple times.

There were the occasional good comments like:

You're so pretty.
Really beautiful.
Body goals.
So fucking sexy.

But the negative comments heavily outweigh the positive ones.

I quickly turned the stream off and ran out of the gaming room. I walked into our room and heard her little sniffles. I noticed the bathroom door was open. When I walked further into the room, I saw her on the floor with just her bra and underwear on, crying. I walked over and sat down next to her. She immediately moved away from me.

"You should stay away from me." She choked out.

"Why baby?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around her.

"Because you can go and get with someone skinnier and prettier and nicer-"

"That's not possible Jamie. No one can be prettier than you, no one can be nicer than you, and you are skinny. I don't want anyone else but you." I argued as she shook her head and stood up.

I watched as she walked closer to the mirror. More tears flooded her eyes as she turned to look at her body in the mirror. I don't know what she's hearing in her head, but what I do know is that what they are saying is louder than what I'm saying.

"Look. My body is so fucking ugly. Why are you even with me?" She asked as she turned and looked at me.

"Because as long as you are you and you are healthy, I don't give a shit what you look like. I love you now and I'd love you if you were 300 pounds. Your body is not ugly, it's perfect." I answered as she shook her head.

"It's not perfect, it's disgusting." She countered. She turned back around and looked in the mirror.

"Show me where it's disgusting." I instructed.

I watched in the mirror as she proceeded to point to every place on her body she had stretch marks. She pointed to her hips, thighs, lower stomach, arms and lower back.

"There's just so much fat." She stated as she held the 'fat' on her stomach.

I sighed and walked up to her. I turned her around and picked her up. She tried to protest because she's 'too heavy' but I didn't let her out of my grip. I walked over to the bed and her laid down on it. I leaned over and pushed her hair out of her face. I held both of her cheeks and kissed her lips.

"Show me where it's disgusting. Slowly." I asked as her eyes glossed over.

First she pointed to the faded marks on her upper arms. I leaned over and kissed every single mark.

"Beautiful."

Then she pointed to her hips. I moved my body down and kissed over all the marks I could see and then used my fingers to trace the patterns they form.

"Stunning."

She pointed to her stomach. I gripped her hips lightly and ran my tongue along each bit of stretched skin. I left kissed all over her stomach.

"Amazing."

She moved her hand under her and pointed to her lower back. I quickly flipped her round as she laughed slightly. I lifted her hips so her ass was in the air and I leant over. I kissed just above her pant line, and over every mark that was there.

"Gorgeous."

She then pointed to her thighs. I flipped her round so her back was just touching the edge of the mattress. I dropped to my knees and lifted her legs onto my shoulder. I lightly ran my hands over her thighs before attaching my mouth to the inner part of her thigh where the stretch marks ran along. I kissed some areas, ran my tongue along others, and in the crease of her legs where her underwear covers, I sucked lightly.

"So fucking sexy." I mumbled as I switched between her legs.

I slowly kissed up her body before I reached her lips again. I softly grabbed her face and kissed her lips passionately.

I pulled away and quickly flipped us so she was sat on my lap, and I was leaning against my headboard. I rested my hands on her hips as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders.

"Your body is beautiful Jamie. You're not fat, you're not ugly, you're not a hoe. You are gorgeous, you are stunning, you are amazing. You don't need to change anything about yourself for other people. Your body should only change for you and you only, not influenced by other people." I said softly as her bottom lip trembled.

"I'm sorry." She whimpered as she leant forward and rested her head on my shoulder, sniffling.

"Oh baby. You don't need to be sorry. It's okay. You've done nothing wrong, I promise. You just need to know you're worth and know how beautiful you are, inside and out." I said as I ran done hand through her hair and the other rubbing up and down her back.

"I love you Scotty, I really don't deserve you." She smiled as she sat up.

"You deserve so much better than me Jamie. I love you so much." I said as I brought my hand up to her chin to pull her closer to me.

She moved her hands up to rest on my cheeks as she kissed me. I felt her smile into the kiss as her grip got a little tighter on me, causing me to smile too.