Tum Mere Ho

Epilogue

Authors note
It was one of the stressed moment for the pandya's  as they all stood outside the icu ward , waiting for the doctor to come out and inform them something..
Shiva stood closest to the icu ward , just wanting to see his raavi , he wished he wouldn't have let the matter slip so much from his hand...
They all knew the complication raavi had  in her pregnancy,
She was weak , very weak and doctors had strictly told shiva that this might result in either raavi's death or the baby...

Shiva remembered the huge fight he had with raavi when he got to know this and how he never wanted her to concive , but raavi being the stubborn girl she was did a lot of tantrums (which included not talking to shiva and not having her medicines and food properly ) which resulted in shiva saying yes..
Though everyone was very care ful with her and shiva was extra care ful but still they all stood here infront of the icu..

Its been 2years since their marriage and shiva can't even describe how beautifully this 2 years have passed...
And how great full he was that raavi was in his life , but today he might just loose her...

He stumbled on the ground thinking of all the pain raavi might be going now or she might have gone through this entire 9 months..
Though she always use to potray herself strong infront of him , shiva knew how much pain she was bearing just so that they can have their own baby..

It was not that shiva didn't wanted a baby , but not on the cost of his raavi..
For him raavi was above everything,  And anything..

Tears streamed down his face , he pulled out the note that raavi has given him , and told him to open it only when she will be taken to the hospital for the delivery...

Shiva opened the note and read

Janti hu tu is waqt bht gusse main hoga , mujhe pe nhi khud pe ,ki kash raavi ko mana kr diya hota ,kash usse rok diya hota..
Shiva main nhi janti hu hamare naseeb main kya ha , kal ko hum saath honge bhi ki nhi , par agar hum saath nhi hue toh ye kabhi mat sochna ki main tujhse chod ke chali gai , bas apne dil main mujhe dhundhna main wahi milungi..

Main janti hu is waqt tu daar main ha ki kahi mujhe kho na de , main bhi hu , is pure 9 mahine thi..
Hamesha sochti thi ki kya hoga agar mai. Nhi bachi toh , mere shiva ka kya hoga , is liye tere pass apni ye nisahi chod ke jaa rhi hu , ye baacha hum dono hi nishani ha..
Main tujhe dekhu ya naa dekhu rahungi hamesha tere pass hi , bas tu mujhe mehsoos krte rhna..

Janta ha shiva , main hamesha khethi ki naa ki hum dono mai main zyada pyaar krti hu , jhooth khethi thi , jitna pyaar tu krta ha naa koi nhi kr skta ha..

Mujhe maaf kar dena shiva agar main chali gai toh , aur ye kabhi mat socha ki bht kuch khena baaki tha bht kuch karna baaki tha, jo kiya wo bht the jo kha wo bhi bht tha ,tune saato janam ka pyaar mujhe de diya ha...

Wada kar ki dard ke andhere main nhi jaiyega..
Kyuki  main tere pass apna ek hissa chod ke jaa rhi hu jiski roshni tujhe banna ha..
Aur wada kar ki is baache se utna hi pyaar karega jitna hum dono milke karte..
Main janti hu mujhe bht miss karega is liye 
Jab bhi meri yaad aaiye  bas apni ankhe band krna aur hawa main mujhe mehsoos krna , main tujhe mil jaungi..

Apna khayal rakhna shiva , ye yaad rakhna ki raavi shiva pandya chaiye rhe ya naa rhe tu uska hi ha , tujhse zyada haaq mera ha tujpe....

Sahi waqt aaiyega toh hum phir milenge tb tak mere shiva ka aur mere is nanhi se jaan ka khayal rakhna..

Aur ek baat
Teri chipkali, teri mami ki behen ki beti , teri gadheri tujhe bht pyaar krti ha..