⚠️Trigger warning angst doubting oneself death⚠️
Also before we get started ive never written an one-shot book also its 7 almost 8 an with no sleep so this might not be good.Sams looks at his boyfriend ,the love of his life, as bucky falls. He stands there doing nothing not because he wanted to but because he froze up, everything is in slow motion his scream filled sams ears and bucky continues to fall, sam trys to move but he cant hes stuck there. Tears start to fall down sams face as he thinks 'come on you are supposed to be captain America and now you cant even save your own boyfriend' sam saw him getting close to the ground. Sam tenses. Then he hits the ground.
Sam shoots awake and he looks to the side at his, very alive and safe, boyfriend. Bucky had turned over to him he was woken up by Sam's sudden movement. Sam looks at him.
"I'm sorry Jamie just another nightmare."
Bucky sighs and looks at his boyfriend "you've helped me through mine ill help you through yours, plus im okay."
Sam mumbles "yeah thanks to wanda not me."
Buck wraps his arms around him rubbing his back. "But that doesn't matter because im here and im safe."
"It does matter because wanda won't always be there and if I cant catch you, the one person I cant live without, then what makes you think I can catch someone else."
Bucky looks at him "Because you won't have as much to lose. " Bucky rubs small circles in the others man's back.
"But-" Sam was cut off by a shush
"No buts you need to sleep." Bucky continues to rub his back
Sam sighs he knows bucky is right and that Sam is to tired to fight about it. So he closes his eyes and cuddles into him his head on the others chest with his arm around him slowly letting sleep take over and hes out bucky falls asleep not long after.
When Sam wakes up buckys next him. Sam gets out of bed rubbing the sleep from his eyes. Trying to not tear himself apart.
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sambucky one-shots
Fanfictionthis is my first one shot book in years so it might not be good.