Ateez OS (Smut Vers.)

⛧ Best Friends ⛧

⛧ Boy x Boy
⛧ Top: Seonghwa
⛧ Bottom: Hongjoong
⛧ Pet name
⛧ Bathroom
⛧ Hair pulling

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Hongjoong had known Seonghwa for a long, long time.

They both were growing up in the same neighborhood, going to the same school. Naturally, they became friends.

But as they grew older and Hongjoong was able to watch the change his best friend was going through during puberty, he soon realized that being just friends was way more difficult than he thought. He wanted to be more than friends, he wanted to call Park Seonghwa his and his only.

Sadly, he couldn't. He was afraid; afraid of ruining his relationship with the black-haired, afraid of losing him completely, once and for all. So he stayed quiet- and it hurt. It hurt so bad. Watching Seonghwa flirt with boys and girls almost every day, often coming home to their shared apartment in the early hours of the morning, make-up smeared, the shirt wide open and someone else' hickeys littering his pale skin ripped Hongjoong's heart apart. So he made up his mind and decided to confess. He knew he wouldn't be able to watch Seonghwa sleeping around, maybe coming home, being in a relationship; he couldn't keep on suffering quietly.

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The day Hongjoong choose to confess his feelings for his best friend was the day of their first meeting; Seonghwa always said, that this day was special, so he always hosted a party in their apartment. Loud music, a lot of people, and cheap drinks. It always was the same and usually, Hongjoong would be gone as soon as it started, locked in his room with headphones covering his ears and loud music making him comfortably numb.

But now, he was actually thankful for the bitter liquid in his red plastic cup. It burned its way down to his stomach with every sip he made, making a comfortable warmth settle in his bones. Hongjoong suddenly felt brave, oh so brave, and hey, maybe confessing to Seonghwa wouldn't be that bad, right?

He made his way through their living room, avoiding drunk persons and occasionally stumbling over passed-out people. His best friend was standing near the big windows, a red cup, similar to Hongjoongs in his hand and flirting with a male. The other had brown curls with one white strand, a sharp jaw, and small, almost fox-like eyes. He threw his head back and showed perfect pearly white teeth while laughing. And oh, suddenly Hongjoong's courage was gone. There was no way that he stood a chance against this beautiful male, not even a teeny tiny one.

So he just turned around and wanted to disappear into the crowd again, but he was too late. Seonghwa discovered him already:"Oh, Joong? What's up? Do you need something?" Kim Hongjoong, you won't chicken out now.
"Yeah, I actually...no, forget it. Imma go, have fun." Oh, fantsatic job Hongjoong. The raven-haired male didn't want to stop with just that so he reached out and grabbed the younger's wrist, closing his fingers around it and keeping him from running away. "Joong-ah, what..-" The blonde didn't understand a word so he just questionably crooked his head, a big question mark visible on his face. Seonghwa snorted frustrated and nodded a short "Bye" to the other guy and dragged his friend to the bathroom, one of two rooms in this apartment without people inside.

The raven-haired closed the door behind them and crossed his arms, looking to his best friend. Hongjoong was leaning against the sink, nervously chewing on his lower lip."So, what did you wanna tell me?" "N-Nothing, really, go back and flirt with that guy -" Hongjoong lowered his gaze, he wanted nothing more than to just disappear. Maybe going and locking himself in his room was a good idea. He just had one problem: Seonghwa blocked the door. The raven-haired watched the smaller, a knowing smile slowly forming on his lips:"Are you jealous, Joong?" The blonde rapidly shook his head:"N-No." As if he'd believe that.