32. New Life

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"Y/N, baby it's not what it looks like." Warren says rushing over to me.

I say nothing except open my closet and shove everything into a bag, kaizü also runs to help me.

Warren tries to hug me but due to my movement he can't.

"Please, talk to me, I can't lose you." He says begging me.

I turn to face him.

"What do you want to talk about?" I ask trying my hardest not to cry.

"Us! I love you.." he says.

"No, but you also love Kathy." I say pointing to the girls who is sitting in my bed.

"No I don't..." Warren lies to me.

"Oh come on warren! You have always loved her! You guys dated before we met and you still have feelings for her clearly, or you wouldn't be cheating on me!" I shout.

He stands there shocked.

"Just let me go, please. Let me go." I plead him.

He stands back and tears roll down his face.

"So we are done?" He asks looking at the floor.

"No, I will stay with you and get married to you and have your children and pretend like nothing happened." I say sarcastically.

"I understand why you feel this way and I am gonna let you go, you have had your heartbroken too many times and people have tried to make you stay which has broke you more, I know this because you have told me. So go my love." He says still looking at the floor.

I scoff and his words and swing my bag over my shoulder before leaving. Kaizü follows.

I am about to get into the car before I turn to Kaizü.

"I kind of want to be alone right now, can you maybe take one of the other cars?" I ask kaizü.

"Of course! I totally get it, I'm sorry about warren, just know if you need anywhere to stay you can stay with Nick and I." Kaizü says.

"Thank you." I say and sniffle.

Kaizü smiles and gets into the other car as I get into mine. I turn on the radio as I start driving and the song Black by Pearl Jam is playing.

Great, a song about heartbreak is playing after I just get my heartbroken.

Now that I have a moment to calm myslef I will tell you what's been happening.

Guns N Roses are still together, Steven is still in the band! He went to rehab and is now sober and doing well. Izzy is also still with the band and Axl isn't as bad with his temper as he was before.

Kaizü has been dating a guy named nick for a year or so now. They are now living together and doing well and you know about the rest of the band. Well we aren't really a band anymore but you get my point.

Tommy, Steven, Lars, and I are all really good friends. We all hangout regularly and it's a blast.

That's all you really need to know, nothing else has really happened.

As I drove, to god knows where I started to panic. Where would I stay? Who would let me stay with them? Fuck...

Then it came to me, the main person who has stood by me for years.

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I was about to knock on their door but sighed and took a step back.

What if they had company? What if they said no? Oh fuck it..

I knocked on the wooden door and took a step back and two seconds later he answered. His hair had gotten longer, and not to mention his fashion sense had changed quite a bit too.

"Y/N, what are you doing here?" He asked me with a worried expression in his face.

"Hey Jon, warren and I kind of broke up because he was cheating on me and I kind of have no where to stay.." I say trying my hardest not to cry.

Jon says nothing but hugs me, the hug made me feel loved, and comforted.

"Y/N, I'm so sorry about warren." Jon says.

"Don't be sorry, it was obvious that he was cheating. Share was right, I'm just foolish." I say.

"Share said what?" Jon asks pulling away and looking into my eyes.

"The band kind of broke up.." I say.

"Fuck Y/N, today isn't the best day then." He says.

"It really isn't." I say with a chuckle.

"Bring your bags in, come on." Jon says.

I lift by bags up from the floor and walk into his house.

"You can sleep in the spare room for as long as you want ok? As long as you want." He says.

"Thanks Jon, really. If you don't mind, I am gonna go get a shower." I say.

Jon nods and smiles slightly before walking up the stairs.

Jon's POV:

I watched her walk up the stairs and sighed as her head hung low. Why would warren do this to her? And the shit the band said to her? Like fuck them...

As she went out of sight, I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the phone. I dialled Richie's number and after a couple of rings, he picked up the phone.

"Sup dude!" He shouts over the phone.

"Nothing much, uhh Y/N just came to my door and well..." I begin to explain.

"Yeah autumn came home too, they told me about the band and how it's gone to shit and the nasty things that they all said about them." Richie said.

"Yeah that and- wait shit, you don't know!" I exclaim.

"Know what?" Richie asks sounding worried.

"Warren cheated.." I say.

"He did what?!" Richie shouts.

"Yeah... Y/N came over and told me and she is gonna stay here." I say.

"I see, the girl you are in love with is staying with you for a while... Now this will be interesting." Richie says.

"Oh shut up.." I groan.

Richie only laughs and I then hear autumn shout his name.

"Right, I gotta go but I will call you later to see how everything is going." Richie says.

"Alright, see ya later man." I say before hanging up.

Shit, Richie was right. The girl I am in love with is staying with me. How the fuck will this go?
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