• Where I Belong •

36. Fixing Things

It has been 3 days since the news report and things have only gotten worse.

The media is just filled with the breakup of Warren and I, and Jon and I together. It's getting overwhelming, to the point I haven't left the house yet, warren hasn't said anything to the media either about the situation.

The stress was getting too much and I was afraid to speak a word to anyone.

Jon had stayed with me, and kaizü came over to visit yesterday which helped me. I heard that autumn had their baby and it was a little girl which they named Nova.

I had no contact with any other members of the band, but I wanted to meet up with them and talk to them.

We hadn't agreed to meet up, instead I was just gonna show up at the recording studio. They had recently found a new guitarist so they no longer needed us, I didn't want to get back together anyway.

I put on my coat and my hat and walked out the house. Kaizü was sitting in the car waiting for me. I smiled at her slightly and got in.

"You ready?" She asks me.

I nod and she drives off. It was a warm sunny day in L.A. and this was the first day I had left the house in a while, like I said. The drive wasn't too long, maybe about 5-10 minutes and then we were there.

We both got out the car and walked into the studio. The receptionist recognised us and let us walk through to the recording booth no problem. We walked in and saw the band all talking and in their places.

Kaizü closing the door grabbed their attention. Their facial expressions on their faces changed from focused to surprised as soon as they saw us.

"Hey.. what about you guys doing here?" Autumn asks with a smile on their face.

"We came to talk." I say bluntly, crossing my arms over my chest.

"Okay, take a seat please!" Share says smiling and walking over to us.

Kaizü and I both take a seat. We then see the bands new guitarist step out and our attention is turned to her.

"Lois, could you please leave the room for a minute?" Roxy asks.

The girl, Lois, nods and leaves the original band to talk.

"So what do you guys wanna talk about? Honestly, I'm really happy to see you guys again." Roxy says nodding.

"Well, kaizü and I want to talk about the other week and what happened. We left on the wrong foot and I just want us to be on good terms." I say.

"You know we are sorry right and-"

"Don't give me that bull shit, ok? You hurt us, in more ways than one! But somehow we accept your apology." Kaizü says.

"If you want you guys can join the band again. I miss the way it used to be." Autumn says.

"Yeah! I mean I know that you guys still might want distance but-"

"I want to join again. I have missed this band so much and I wanna jam out with you guys again and do what we do best. Create fucking music!" Kaizü exclaims.

"Great! Y/N.. what about you?" Share asks me.

I take a minute to think. Things right now we're tough, like really tough. There was so much drama with the media and I wouldn't wanna cause more by mysteriously joining the band again.

"We have saw the tabloids Y/N, we have saw the news reports on the TV. We have saw it all, and we know about warren and how this is none of your fault. We know that really well. We also know that right now might not be the greatest time for you start a career again while all this is going on so if you want more time.. thats okay." Roxy says.

I look up at them all and see them all staring at me with a sympathetic smile on all their faces.

"Really?" I ask them.

"Yeah! We all love and care about you and want what's best for you. We wouldn't wanna case any more stress or drama with the media." Autumn exclaims to me.

I smile at them and stand up. They sit for a moment confused.

"Will you bitches get the fuck up and hug me already?" I ask laughing through my words.

They all chuckle and get up. They all hug me and I gladly hug them all back.

These guys were my family.
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