Elsanna (the real story post frozen 2)

Chapter 11: A Beautiful Rejection?

Elsa's POV
This is literally it. It is definitely going to happen!
I'm so excited.... I'm so.... wait! I've never done this before! What if  I mess something up? I don't want to mess up this time... This is the FIRST time. That's the most important one!!! -so I've heard.
I paused for just a moment. My body disagreed with this notion. Anna's body did as well. She looked borderline horrified. "Elsa, what is it?" She asked with a tone that almost sounded sad.
"Maybe we should wait?" I asked disappointed in myself for suggesting that.
"I mean... that's fine, but.... I'm okay either way." She reassured me sounding somewhat disappointed herself.
Anna is extremely kind and positive. It's the most attractive thing about her. She is gorgeous in every other way, but she can always make a good situation out of a bad one.
"I'm just honestly... I'm worried." I hated myself for saying those words.
"About what?" She reached up and stroked my left cheek.
"I don't know. I've just really been anticipating this for a long time. I've never done anything like this before. You're the only person I've ever even kissed. I don't to mess it up."
"Elsa, you've gone above and beyond today making tonight special. I wouldn't have even tried if I didn't feel like it was the right thing. Sometimes that's all we can do: the next right thing. For me, this is going to be amazing no matter what happens. We bump noses and I get a nose bleed? Still the best night of my life! I fall down the stairs trying to get you a glass of water afterward? Still the best night of my life! Elsa, you're so special. I would do anything for you. You want to do it today? That's perfect! You want to do it next week? That's perfect too! It never happens? That's just as well."
She pushed herself up so that our faces were closer and almost level. "Elsa, I've never ever loved another person or soul as much as I love you. I want you to know that. Don't rush into this because you feel like it is something that NEEDS to happen right away... I want you to be ready. Okay?"
How can one person be so amazing? How could that one person be in love with me?
Anna was visibly growing uncomfortable. That's probably because in this moment, I was speechless. I wanted this so bad. I wanted to feel every inch of her skin in some form. I'm honestly just afraid. My powers are a reflection of my feelings. I'm not sure what will happen when we... well... yeah.
"Anna," her name crept its way out of my mouth and I moved from her waist maneuvering myself to be beside her now. I grabbed both of her hands and locked in on her large, beautiful teal eyes. "I'm just scared about how my magic will react. Trust me, I've imagined it a million different ways. I don't want you to get hurt. Maybe we could take smaller steps? I know we both are very... excited to experience this with each other, but I want it to be something amazing... and not dangerous!"
A smile fell across her lips. "I'll take all the steps with you." Her voice was sweet and somewhat playful. I felt my cheeks grow a little warm. Maybe I was blushing; maybe I was just not okay. I didn't want her to feel like I rejected her. I stroked her cheek with the back of my hand. She leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my lips. "Let's go to bed huh?" She whispered. With that we got up and walked back into my quarters.