I Need U -Min Yoon-gi 민윤기

Chapter 10: 고엽 Autumn Leaves

"Those fallen leaves that look so insecure

Seem like they're looking at us

If I touch your hand, even if it's all at once

It seems like it'll all become crumbs"

Yoongi's POV:

Suddenly as if time had fast-forwarded at 120x, it was the end of October. Meaning, I had 2 months or less left with Lyn. Me and the boys had a Halloween dance video we had to do. But after that, the boys and I had a Halloween evening planned inside and attempted to watch some scary movies. Or play some horror games. I wasn't fully looking forward to it. I would be fine sleeping with Lyn, I was exhausted from the day. It wasn't finished either so that is great.

I looked off to the side seeing Lyn waiting to fix us up if we needed to. But, she was also on her phone and she didn't seem to be happy with it. I got distracted watching her, till I heard Jin calling my name and pulling me over to practice before we filmed our Halloween dance.

After filming and everything I saw that Lyn had already walked out and when I left for the car I saw she was on the phone with someone and was upset. I got into the car next to her and started it and then Jimin came and joined us in the back seat. He stayed quiet since Lyn was on the phone. She must have been talking with family because her southern accent was on full display.

"Mother no I'm not coming home in the new year," she said on the phone

"I don't care if Jamie is getting married, I'll send a card home with money" Jimin looked at me in the rearview mirror and I shrugged. I started to drive us to the dorm. The phone call took the whole drive to the apartment.

Jimin got out as soon as we got there and I waited in the car for Lyn to finish off her phone call. She sighs once she hangs up.

"I'm sorry about that, but My mom is wanting me to come home since y'all are going to be gone for 18 months and I don't want to" she told me and I nodded.

"It's ok my love, Big Hit will want you back in 18 months, especially so will I"

"thanks my love"

"Are you ready to come inside?"

She nodded "Yep!"

She got out and rushed inside and I followed behind her. We took off our shoes and headed upstairs to the guys.

"So what are we going to be doing?" I asked them as me and Lyn sat on the couch together and she laid her head on my shoulder.

"We were thinking of watching a scary movie and ordering some food to be delivered?" Tae said, looking at everyone.

"Perfect," Lyn said and I nodded.

The night was filled with eating junk food that kept being delivered as we watched many different classic scary movies. Occasionally Lyn would hide in my chest and I would try to be brave but I just don't like scary movies either.

A lot of screaming happened most from Hobie. He couldn't handle getting scared. After the movie, we watched a funny anime to calm down and not be scared before going to bed.

We want this relationship to last but I don't think it's fair of me to ask her to wait 18 months for me to come back. Plus I am probably going to change at that time. She is going to be off doing whatever Big Hit is going to ask her to do in the time period. She may be asked to move to a new group to do make-up.

But I love her. A lot.

I held her tight against me when we fell asleep. I'm scared of losing my Lyn. I don't share most emotions with people. I feel tied to her because of how much I have shown of myself to her. This relationship has more than just someone to have casual sex with because it's more than that. We depend on each other. She makes sure I eat, she makes sure I don't drill so hard into getting the perfect sound. She makes me feel like I am someone who is handsome and that I have talent.