I Need U -Min Yoon-gi 민윤기

Chapter 16: Suga's Interlude

I've been trying all my life

To separate the time

In between the having it all

And giving it up, yeah

Lyn's POV:

"Why didn't you tell me, my love?" I heard from a broken-sounding Yoongi. I've caused him so much pain I can tell in his voice. It's broken and it's all caused by me. I've caused this beautiful and handsome man so much pain, why does he still care for me.

"I could have helped you if you just spoke to me. We are a family now, I want to be able to talk about things and help one another." He told me. I felt him squeeze my hand. He probably was crying and had a few tears falling down his face.

"I do really love you so much, you are everything to me. I only ever thought I would be close to just a handful of people, but you proved that I could trust you with everything and not have to hide anything from you. I thought you felt the same way, did I do something to not have you trust me anymore? Did I not do something I should have?" He said breaking down his voice was so broken and I could hear he was trying to not cry.

I squeezed his hand to let him know I was awake. He sniffled and then removed his hand and wiped his eyes. I opened my eyes and fluttered them softly to get them to focus and looked at him. He had tears falling down his face, the makeup that whoever put on him streaked and the black on his eyes smeared from him rubbing the tears away from his eyes.

He never shares this much emotion unless it is really personal. I looked away from him. I caused this, this is all my fault. I felt his hand touch my face and cause me to look at him. He shook his head.

"Don't hide from me. Talk to me, what is going on." He says he still had a few tears falling as he spoke. I felt them drop onto my face as he looked close to me.

"Everything is my fault, I have ruined your life, I got pregnant, I didn't tell you, I ruined your career, I ruined your life..."

"You haven't ruined anything," He says to me

"Yes, I have,"

"If I say you haven't you haven't. You have made my life so much better. I love you, you have brought a bundle of joy that was a surprise into my life. You have shown me how much better life is and why it is worth living. You getting pregnant didn't ruin anything, the only thing it may have caused is a new chapter to begin sooner than we planned for it too."

"How can you care so much about me when all of this has happened?"

"Because I never have stopped loving you even when I was away, I thought about you and the time we had and the time we will have. I couldn't ever replace you, you mean everything to me." I felt tears starting to fall down my face. He leaned down and kissed my cheek then my lips softly. Nothing was spoken for a few seconds. We just looked at each other with tears falling down both of our faces.