"Give me scars, give me pain.
Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me;
there goes a fighter."
- the fighter, by Gym Class Heroes (ft. Ryan Tedder.)
Because it goes along with this song:
Okay, so if you couldn't tell, I am someone who is battling with depression. I've been down the road of self-harm. I often sit here and question why I'm still around. I don't know, I guess I'm just doing the despicable thing that I never do, which is vent (to pretty much nobody though, because hardly anyone actually reads this book.)
Either way, every morning, I'd listen to 'The Fighter' just to remind myself that I'll be okay, as long as I keep fighting. I mean, I guess things can only get better from here as long as I keep my head up and stay positive.
With that said, if anyone reads this little vent thing and you feel the way I do (or even if you don't and you just need someone to talk to) feel free to message me, I'll listen to you. I know what it's like to feel like nobody's there and it's hard to even imagine anyone else dealing with that pain.
Bleh, I'm almost never this emotional/personal in my writing because I'm pretty much terrified that people will judge me, but I guess being hated/disliked for the real me is better than being liked for someone who I pretend to be. Right?
Okay, I think that's all.
Xoxo, SP ☠
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Poetry- Here's to the kids who break some days and have scars to prove it. • depression / anxiety / suicide / self-harm • {poems, quotes, thoughts, lyrics, etc.} » obviously, I don't own all of these. the poems are mine, unless stated otherwise. [i don't...
