Stolen Tears of Love

Chapter 16. That's Impossible...

Kristy

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I felt warm.... not the warmth you find when you touch the sunlight but the warmth you feel from your heart.... Deep inside was a tiny light trying to spread but I wouldn't allow it... Not till now.... Maybe Mothers looking down and trying to tell me something... I missed her so much but I knew whats past was past and there was nothing I could do to change it. Thinking about her brought back the beautiful memories that I had tucked in my heart. I was so lost and lonely but yet I didn't feel alone. I felt the warm company of the light in my heart and the same tingly feeling came back again... and I fell into the light...

"No...." the silent whisper that escaped from the person next to me made me come back to the real world. The real world.... I looked at him and saw that those midnight black eyes were full of confusion and anger. The hairs on his forehead were gently blowing and his tight lips seemed to lose their color. Without even thinking I gently touched his arm and asked him what was wrong. The minute I touched his arm the spark made me jump back. " Don't touch me....Please...." his deep angry voice made me cringe and back away from him. He stood up quickly and said " It was ..nice meeting you...Good Bye.." The words he said were so quick and cold it seemed like he was saying good bye forever... I looked up and the hurt must have shown in my eyes for he sighed and tried to lower his eyes.

For me it felt like a long time until Sir Montear spoke. " How come you never told me you were one of them..." I looked up at him and stared at him with confusion. " Don't pretend like you don't know what I'm talking about." angry and cold were mixed in his voice and it made me look away. " I don't know what you're talking about..." I replied and immediately he said " They're supposed to be GONE all gone but how come....how come.... why the hell are you HERE." It hurt.... The words he said hurt.... like as if he threw a knife right through my body... I bit my lips trying to control myself...

Don't cry.. Kristen don't cry.. I closed my eyes and tried to block the dagger eyes of Sir Montear. " Why are you HERE? You're supposed to be GONE. What ARE YOU." His cold voice became loud and even more angry. I tried.... I tried.....

"Look, I'm SORRY that I'm HERE. I don't know what you're TALKING ABOUT and you don't have to be so mean and RUDE. Why do you always have to do that.. Why..." and the tears stopped my words. I cursed to myself and tried to wipe away the tears but they didn't stop. Standing here in front of him crying was not what I intended and I never cried and I never wanted to cry especially in front of him. He seemed startled and surprised by my tears. Too late I thought and I ran.... I ran and ran and I knew he was yelling at me to stop but I ran and ran. I ran right to Miranda's house and up to the room that I was sleeping in. Stop stop stop I kept whispering to myself. STOP I didn't know what I was doing...

"Ms. Kristen Greenland I told you NOT to...--" Arthur's voice stopped right when he saw me. He quickly walked up to me and looked at my arm. I didn't even know until he breathed roughly and shook his head. I looked up at him and he sighed and said "I hope you're alright.. Here don't touch your arm I've got medicine. " I couldn't say anything and just stood still while Arthur took care of my arm.

I couldn't help myself but cry against Arthur's arms. He froze when my head touched his arms but then he held me in his arms. Like a father he patted my back and whispered calm words. I thought of my...father... no him..how he hit me... Arthur was different than him... I didn't want to look weak. I wanted to be strong but shaking in Arthur's arms I lost myself and Arthur had caught me. I was glad Arthur hadn't pushed me away... I felt sorry but I also felt relieved that I wasn't alone... Then a voice....

I closed my eyes and went into a world of my own...

SIR MONTEAR

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Shaking my head I walked slowly toward Mirandas. Why was she one of them thats IMPOSSIBLE. My head hurt and I was so confused and angry...

Her beautiful face so sad and hurt and those crystal tears flowing down her face... I did that... FU** I cursed myself over and over again. Her trembling body and her quiet voice... I had broken the delicate angel I had come close too... I had turned her back and I had hurt her... Anger came and came until I couldn't control the emotions. I felt my body slowly changing.....

Till I heard her..... Her crying heart and her broken voice all went through me like an arrow piercing me... I followed her voice and there she was on the floor trying to fight against herself... Her lovely pale skin...her arm......

I hit myself over and over again. WHAT THE FU** WAS WRONG WITH YOU. My fisted hands uncurled and I lost the anger and it was replaced with regret. So much regret.... she looked so lost and hurt she didn't even know that her arm was bleeding... The urge...

Arthur walked in and stopped midway. In a blink of an eye he was by her side taking care of her arm. Kristen was still trembling but Arthur was next to her and she seemed to be calming down just a little. My heart thumped and thumped as I saw her tired crying eyes. She was beautiful with the tears. Tears.... It said I think... tears.... My focus immediately turned back to them and I saw Kristen in Arthur's arms and she was trembling. Arthur soothingly wrapped her in his arms and held her. The uncurled fist curled up and jealousy hit me. Don't touch her was my last quiet words and as Arthur looked up I stepped forward....