wrote this to Home - Yezi the song that made me want to make this book. Have fun Yannies!!
Wonki sends love your way!
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~ Wherever I go you're my home ~
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Saturday. Some take it as a fun holiday while some grumble about having nothing to do today. But for some like Ni-Ki (and me), it was a happy sleep in day. The both of us could sleep for 24 hours straight if allowed. That's just how much we loved sleep. It wasn't the same for the other members though. Especially Jungwon, who came home late and was tired.
Coming into their shared room he felt even more tired to find Ni-Ki sprawled on his own bed (ni-ki's bed) and not on his. He was too tired to walk all the way to him when his bed was right by his feet tempting and waiting to engulf him in that empty warmth without his Ni-Ki.
Releasing a quiet and tired groan he flopped down in his bed (Jungwon's own bed) and pulled the cover over his body and sunk into the comfortable mattress. It felt weird and too big for just him, being so used to having another body laying beside his own giving him all the warmth and comfort that the mattress and covers seem to fail to provide.
One annoying habit of Jungwon was that, he thought a lot before falling asleep. Today was no exception. He thought about his day today. How he woke up early today and went to the company to finish his incomplete recording of the day before, missed lunch, messed up his ninth take, got held back the entire day with meetings and leader duties but more of all he's frustrated that he lashed out on Ni-Ki at the end of the day before he went home.
He apologized before the younger left and Ni-Ki assured him that he understood and he forgives him. But, here he was, alone on his bed staring at the wood of Jake's bunk above him, missing the warmth the younger executed when cuddling him safely in his arms, away from all his duties and insecurities, back to his childish state of mind that thought of all the stupid possibilities of this world. Back to where he was happy.
He closed his eyes and snuggled into the covers trying to find warmth in it but failing. His frustrated groans stirring Heeseung awake from where he laid close to his head. "Jungwon?" He sleepily called out. It was 4 in the fucking morning. Of course he would still be sleepy. On top of that it was Saturday. Their off day. "Hyung... I know it's late... but can we talk? I need someone to talk to," Jungwon called out weakly. He was tired, yes. But he was frustrated. He needed to get it out before his mind eats away at him all morning by overthinking it. "Are you okay?" Heeseung worriedly asked, now fully awake. "No."
Heeseung got out of his bed and stretched a hand out to the younger, the later willingly taking it and following him to the living room.
"What happened?" he asked, as soon as they both sat down on the sofa. Jungwon tiredly leaned over and laid his head on his hyung's lap. Heeseung ran his hand through the youngers hair pushing away his bangs.
"I'm tired, hyung," The younger started. "It's hard and difficult in every sense of the word. I'm scared and I don't know what to do," and just like that he spilled all his worries, frustration, anger and tears on his hyung. Relieving himself from the invisible weight that seemed to have been weighing down on him for the past month. Heeseung listened to every single one of his words helping him relieve himself from the stress that sat on his shoulder.
They talked for hours until it was 6 in the morning. The sky was beginning to clear a bit to let the sun wake the Earth and it's inhabitants. "we should go sleep. I went to bed late and you came home at 4." Heeseung said, hands still caressing the youngers head. Jungwon nodded tiredly as he sat himself up allowing his hyung to stand. "Do you want to go to him or should I send him here?" he asked, making the younger laugh a little. "Just tell him I'm up and I miss him," he replied, eyes shinning with longing and love.
'Young Love' , Heeseung thought as he went back to their room and got to do the impossible task. Waking Nishimura Riki up on a Saturday morning at 6 o'clock.
"Ni-Ki?" he called slowly. He reached out to shake him. "Ni-Ki wake up." A groan with a back faced to him was what he got in return. "Ni-Ki, get up, the sun is up already." he tried again.
"So? It's not like I have to photosynthesis or something," The youngest grumbled. He really was not up for whatever shit his hyung was about to pull out. It was Saturday. Fucking Saturday. He wasn't supposed to wake up before 12 noon. About to drift off back to sleep, he perked up when he heard his hyung say, "No, what I meant was that, Jungwon is up, and he says that he misses you."
And just like that he was up, pushing Heeseung toward the older's bed, "Go sleep." was all he said before he bolted towards their room door.
Jungwon opened one of his eyes when he heard footsteps approach toward him. He was met with the sight of Ni-Ki's tired form rushing over to him. "Wonie hyung," he called out to him gently. Afraid to disturb him if asleep. He looked tired and worn out when Ni-Ki left the company building last night, but now, he looked like he might pass out from exhaustion any minute. Jungwon flashed him a small lazy smile while the younger hooked his arms around him and lifted him. "My god, you look like shit hyung." a frown was what he got in return. Jungwon rested his head on the youngers shoulder as he walked them both back to the bedroom at towards his bed by the door.
Ni-Ki laid him down and got in after him, pulling the covers over both their figures. Jungwon turned towards him and slipped an arm around him, snuggling his head in his chest. Ni-Ki slipped his arm under wonie's head while the other snaked around his waist to pull him towards his warmth. He kissed his head and caressed it, earning him a tired but satisfied hum. "It's morning, but we won't be waking up till the afternoon so, good night hyung. I felt empty without you." Ni-Ki whispered.
"I felt empty without you too Riki. I'm glad I'm back where I am supposed to be. Back Home in your warmth. Good night." He whispered back.
"You make me happy, Jungwon hyung."
"You make me happy too, Riki."
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'Home is where your Hiraeth lies...' -Liyana~
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