𝓓𝓾𝓵𝓬𝓲𝓼 𝓓𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓶

.• 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 •.

Haven't finished sweet melody yet but I promise, it's almost done. And in the meantime, here's a bunch of nonsense...

*****

When you work for the benefit of all humanity, appreciated or not by your contemporaries or community, the good universe colludes to raise you up and bring opportunities. The evil force will do the opposite. When you learn how to make each curse a blessing, to learn from pain and be led through your sense of love and integrity, then you win great things for all. That is the way of the hero and the hera.

*****

Let your lover be for your heart and not your ego. Choose him for his soul, for his wish to protect, his hands that reflect his true self. Choose him for his quiet warmth, not the burning of one who possesses, not the chill of one who is further away than it appears. If you are a light upon a grassy hill, let him be a light on that same hill, content to shine for you as you shine for him. One who would cover your light must leave; one who would strive to outshine you so that you feel so dull seeks no company, only to support a failing ego. One who guards with a jealous heart will make it so that around you all appears dark, as if there is no reason to shine, or foolish to do so. So let your lover be the light next to you, each able to shine however God intends them to, company for each another, sharing their light freely, joyfully.

*****

For you, I'd be there in a flash because I wanna be yours. For me, the instant and the eternity are the same thing, so I can't make other plans, it would hurt my head. I'm different that way. But if you ever want me to go then I would leave in a flash. I need to be needed. I need to feel loved, wanted and respected. So, it's up to you, lover. You have total control. It is however a one-time offer. I come eternally yours, but if you surrender me for any reason or person, I can't return. That's the way it is. You are mending my heart and soul, but if you break it someone else has to mend it. I hope that explains it all, because I love you so very much.

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I only see things in terms of "what are," no start or end. I guess that's a kind of pragmatism. I cannot conceptualize them as a passage or journey - that complicates things. My head has so many puzzles to solve. Love has to remain simple and pure, easy and kind. So, that I love you now is that I love you forever. Moment, eternity... they are the same to my heart and soul. I ask you to stay. Just stay. I will too. I'm sure that's all it takes. I hope that is enough... because it's all I have to offer.