Don't Want To See You In The Next Life (Volume1)

Chapter 26

Song Yan left without saying a word, seemingly irritated and angry. 

But Xia Lin actually doesn't quite understand the point of his anger.

After Song Yan left, Zhou Shuo walked into the ward and watched Xia Lin hesitate to speak. Xia Lin knew that Zhou Shuo had heard his conversation with Song Yan outside, but he was not worried.

Xia Lin was very relieved of Zhou Shuo in the last life. This man is a little bored, but it didn't mean that he didn't understand. It was just that he was doing his duties as a bodyguard. He would never say anything that shouldn't be said.

In their previous life, Zhou Shuo discovered that Xia Lin was gay. It seemed that after Song Yan confessed to Yu Luotong, Xia Lin hid in the bedroom and cried very sadly. 

At that time, only Zhou Shuo was with him. He seemed to understand everything but just silently handed Xia Lin tissues.

Xia Lin always felt ashamed of Zhou Shuo. Zhou Shuo had been with him for more than 20 years. 

Even during the difficult days when he left the Xia family and was cut off from all sources of income, Zhou Shuo still secretly protected him and even funded him.

But at that time, he only had Song Yan in his mind. 

He didn't think about what other people were doing to him and he didn't care at all, including Zhou Shuo, Xia Liang, and the grandmother who loved him the most.

To live a life again after he opened his eyes from the mud of emotions, he will redefine his narrow and selfish life. 

Song Yan lost him and he lost all the people around him who loved him.

He knew that Zhou Shuo would still tolerate and protect him unconditionally in this life but he didn't want to be as muddled as the previous life. 

He should give Zhou Shuo the most basic respect.

"Please don't tell my brother about this." 

Xia Lin looked at Zhou Shuo and asked him sincerely, "I know you are worried about me, but I have my ideas. When the time comes, I will personally tell my brother honestly."

Zhou Shuo nodded, obviously relieved. He walked to the bed, took the fast-food bag that Xia Lin was still holding in his hand, opened it, and asked him, "Black rice porridge, do you want to eat it?"

Xia Lin looked at the well-sealed and warm black rice porridge, imagined Song Yan helping him buy the porridge, and shook his head, "Forget it. I don't wanna eat it."

After that, Song Yan did not show up again until Xia Lin was discharged from the hospital. After Xia Lin returned to school, the atmosphere among the few people became very strange.

Song Yan's seat is behind Xia Lin. He used to kick his stool to chat with him, but now he is quiet like a ball of air. 

Every day, he is in a daze or sleeps. After being caught and trained by the teacher several times, he always keeps his head down in silence. 

And his attitude towards Yu Luotong became very strange. 

Every time Yu Luotong came to Xia Lin, Song Yan showed a violent appearance. Knocking on the table board from time to time and stomping his feet, making some noises, but never said a word.

Yu Luotong felt very aggrieved. 

After being shaken by Song Yan again, he secretly asked Xia Lin: "Is Song Yan homophobic? Why does he have this expression every time he sees me?"

Xia Lin is also very confused about this question. A homosexual who was able to buckle himself in his previous life wouldn't have turned into a homophobic in his life without reason, right?

Then he thought again that after the bar incident, Yu Luotong's attitude towards him had suddenly become very attentive. Giving people the illusion that he was pursuing himself. 

Will Song Yan feel resentful because of this and feel that he has robbed him of the limelight and taken away his sweetheart?

The drama of the former lover's inexplicably turning into a rival is too bloody and Xia Lin feels that his hair is straight when he thinks about it.

However, during the recent period, Yu Luotong's attitude towards him is indeed a bit suspicious. He doesn't want his unresolved relationship with Song Yan to be afflicted with Yu Luotong's unexpectedly beautiful peach blossom.

As an adult, Xia Lin felt that it was necessary for him to cut the mess with a sharp knife and kill the emotions that shouldn't be born in the cradle in time. Lest Yu Luotong sinks deeper and deeper which is not good for both parties.