The first time I heard his voice, I was captivated. It was so relaxing that my
soul was at ease. The first time I saw his face, my heart just won't stop fluttering.
Kim Seokjin, an idol who's been performing since he was only 12. He's the love of...
It's been two months since I got married to Jin and I can tell that he's been opening up to me very slowly. We seem to be growing really close but I'm still not sure about how he feels about me.
It was the day before Christmas and we were busy working since Jin had a surprise planned for his fans. He began singing and my heart was struck yet again. His voice makes me forget about all my worries but this time, it made me feel burdened.
These feelings, I can't hide them forever. I must confess to him and tell him what he really means to me. I don't care what happens after that. I just need to tell him and I'll do it tonight.
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I was in the house alone as Jin was out with his mother since they had to make some arrangements for the huge party they'll be throwing tomorrow.
I began thinking of a way to surprise him this evening. Shall I set up a candle light dinner for just the two of us? Nah, that's what couples do and we aren't exactly a couple right now, plus I don't wanna overdo anything.
It'll be better if I surprised him with his favourite food. He loves Christmas so I should make this Christmas Eve special for him. I began cooking his favorite food. After I was done with the arrangements, I decided to take a refreshing bath and get dressed since they'll be back soon.
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I walked out of the room when I heard Jin and his mother having a conversation in her room. They're back early! I better set the food on the table. I didn't mean to eavesdrop but I stopped in my tracks when I heard Jin yell.
Jin:I can't believe you and Mr. Go faked everything. How can you do this to me Mom? Why would you fake your illness? Do you have any idea how worried I was? I thought I'll lose you forever. Mrs. Kim:I know you're mad. What I did was wrong but I couldn't think of a better way to make you marry someone. Jin:You didn't just hurt me but you hurt Y/N too. She married me just because she wanted to make your wish come true. She threw her life away for you Mom and you tricked her. You tricked your own son. Me and Y/N would've been living our lives the way we wanted to but we were forced into this marriage because of you. How could you do this to us? Mrs. Kim:Jin listen to me, I know I shouldn't have lied to you about my health. I'll even apologize to Y/N but trust me, I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I wanted the Board to appoint you as the new CEO after I retired but they had a condition. They wanted you to be a married man when you would be named as the new CEO of the company. I couldn't refuse to fulfil their condition but I didn't wanted you to be forced to marry someone whom you didn't know either. Y/N seemed to be the perfect fit for you in that situation. You seemed to be on good terms with her and she seemed to like you too, that's why I did what I did. I had no other choice or I never would've done any of that. I couldn't trust someone else to look after the company and my hard work, that's why I decided to agree to the conditon of the Board. I really didn't mean to hurt anybody but I did and I feel really sorry about that.
She began sobbing as she realised what she had done to her son and an innocent girl. Jin felt bad for yelling at his mother. He hugged her as she sobbed into his chest.
Jin:I'm sorry for yelling at you. Mrs. Kim:No, I'm sorry for lying to you. Jin:I know you didn't mean to hurt anybody but Mom no one is happy with this marriage.
Those words cut deeper than a knife. He isn't happy to be with me. It hurts him to be with me. I'm a burden to him. I mean nothing to him. I wasn't able to prove my love to him. By believing that I could make him love me, I was being selfish. How could I? Because of my selfish desires, I ended up hurting him. I couldn't hold in the pain and ended up shedding tears. I need to get away from him. I need to go as far away as possible so that the two of us would never have to see each other.
I love him very much, I can't hurt him anymore. I'll go away so that you can be happy Seokjin. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I grabbed my phone and my coat and ran out. I ran as fast as I could.
