Love And Affection - Kim Seokjin FF

Episode 12

Y/N's POV

I sat down on the bench after walking for so long. My limbs are freezing. It is so cold out here but I have nowhere to go right now. Besides, I just want somewhere peaceful to relax.

It was quite, nothing could be heard except the people singing and the bells jingling at a distance. The cold wind blew through my hair and I was covered in snow.

The silence was replaced with my sobs. I slided off the bench and got on my knees. I sobbed hard while covering my face with my hands. It hurts. I trusted Mrs. Kim and yet she lied to me. I also ended up hurting Jin for my selfish reasons.

Y/N:Jin, I'm sorry for hurting you. I never should've agreed to this marriage. I wanted you to love me back instead I ended up making you hate me.
???:Who the fuck said I hated you-

I almost jumped out of my skin. I thought I was all alone and he gave me a fright by appearing beside me out of nowhere, so I punched him.

He fell on the ground while pinching his nose which was now bleeding. I immediately crawled up to him and helped him sit straight.

Jin:Owww, that hurt.
Y/N:Jin, what are you doing here?

I pressed my handkerchief under his nose to soak up all the blood.

Jin:Why would I be here at this hour? Of course I came to look for you, idiot. Why would you come here without telling anyone? You didn't even answer my calls. You got me really
worried. Never do that again or I'll tickle you so hard that you won't be able to breathe.

I stared at him confused. Did he just say that he was worried about me!

Jin noticed the dried tears on her cheeks, her swollen eyes and her red nose.

Jin:Y/N, have you been crying? Don't tell me you heard everything!

I turned my face away from him as I stood up from the ground and so did Jin. He turned me to face him and made me look up at him. He sighed as he confirmed that I had been crying because of what I heard earlier.

Jin:Well, what you heard was the truth. I'm sorry that you had to hear that. I'm sorry about Mom too. She shouldn't have lied to you.
Y/N:It doesn't matter anymore. The fact is that I know the truth now and so do you which means that there's no need for you to be with me. You can just leave me and live your life the way you want to. You can marry the woman you love. You don't have to bear my burden anymore.

It took everything to prevent myself from crying while I said all that. Both of us just stood there in silence.

Jin:(pfft)Hahahaha

He began laughing out of nowhere and confusion was written all over my face. He held his stomach since it began to hurt from laughing too much. He wiped the tears from his eyes as he suppressed his laughter.

Jin:I guess the two of us think alike. You thought you were being a burden while I thought that I was being a burden for you.
Y/N:W-What?
Jin:I never felt that you were a pain, instead I thought you might hate
me because you had to marry me without really wanting to do so.
Y/N:No, I never hated you. I can never-
Jin:Shhh... 

He silenced me by placing a finger on my lips. His gaze pierced right through me, sharp yet gentle.

Jin:Now...let me say something that I've been wanting to say since a very long time...Y/N, you are a pure and gentle soul. Well I don't consider you gentle anymore since that punch was really something else. But that's not the point right now. You did everything you could to help my Mom. You took good care of her and I'll forever be grateful for that. I never realised it but ever since the day you have made your way into my life, it's been all sunshine for me. I've never been this happy before. You are the Sun that shines bright and spreads it's warmth throughout my cold heart. Your smile is killer since it makes my heart race so fast that it might actually burst out of my chest someday. I should've said this earlier but I hope it's not too late now. You have made me fall for you. Your adorable self has made me addicted and I can't leave you no matter what. I love you from the deepest bottom of my heart.

What can I do except for staring into his diamond like eyes? Without realising it I began shedding tears silently. He wiped them and smiled at me.

Jin:No more tears. I know you've been bearing too much pain since really long. Now I want you to smile forever because I enjoy admiring you when you smile.

I pursed my lips together and looked down shyly. He chuckled and made me look back at him. His hand caressed my cheek as his other hand rested on my waist after bringing me close to him. His lips slowly moved to meet mine and when they did, it was as if a bolt of electricity ran throughout my body. We hugged each other as our lips parted.

Y/N:I love you Jin, I can't even explain how much.
Jin:You're gonna make me blush, so stop. I'm already red from being in the
cold for so long. Can we go home now? I can't even believe you were out here in a weather like this. It's beyond freezing out here.

He held my hand as we began walking towards our home. Yes, our home.

I looked around and suddenly everything seemed beautiful now. The streets dazzling with lights and the snow decorated path looked absolutely gorgeous. Everything was screaming out loud and clear, "It's Christmas!". I was suddenly pulled into a warm embrace and I buried my head deep within his chest.

Jin:This Christmas Eve is certainly special. I will cherish this day as a memory forever since today I was united with the person who was my destiny. Guess I got you as a Christmas present this year. I like my present very much.
Y/N:(chuckle)And what about my present?
Jin:Am I not enough of a present?

I narrowed my eyes and stared at him as he chuckled nervously.

Jin:What would you like me to get you? A diamond ring?

I laughed and hugged him once again.

Y/N:Your love is enough of a gift for me.
Jin:Fine, this Christmas my presnt for you is MY LOVE AND AFFECTION. You have all of me and...my kisses.

We smiled at each other and leaned in for a passionate kiss. His hand made it's way to the back of my neck in order to deepen the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck as well and I let myself get lost into that kiss. This Christmas Eve indeed is special as I found love. I have the person I desired the most right beside me and I don't want to think about anything else as I share my each and every moment with him.

~THE END

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This short series ends here. Thank you for reading another one of my dumb fictions 🤡. I love you for that 💝💝💝. I hope you have a great day 💖💖💖.