Why do i feel like this.? ~Tokomaru~

Time passing

Komarus pov:

now 12:00pm, I can't tell if what I said made Toko mad.  She knows i flirt with her as a joke, I'm starting to think she doesn't take it as a joke.. She's acting so strange around me, I don't know if I'm doing anything wrong but i hope I'm not.. I like her as a friend of course but I think she thinks I like her. When ever I'm around her i get so flustered for no reason, the thing is.. I dont show it. We share an apartment but we never really went in each others rooms because it's kind of rude and strange. It- "K-Komaru.?" Toko said knocking on my door. "O-Oh, come in!" My door handle started turning slowly as Toko walked in. "What's up?" I ask her as she sits on my bed.  "W-Would you wanna go to the p-p-park with m-me?" Toko said playing with her fingers looking down. "Of course! Going to the park with someone I lo... I mean, I enjoy is always fun." I say flustered. "J-Just don't make it l-l-look like were a couple!" Toko said getting up from my bed. "G-Get ready.." She said heading to the door. "T-Toko?" I said getting up and hugging her from behind. "W-What the h-hell are you doing.?!"  She asked blushing slightly while i was hugging her tight, trying to get me off. "Can i borrow one of your shirts? Half of mine are dirty or don't fit me." I say listening to her heartbeat. "F-Fine!" She insisted while pushing me off and running to go get it out of her closet. She came back with Syo's monster energy shirt that i got her for Christmas. "Thanks, Toki," I said smiling. "But isn't this Syo's? What happens if she see's me wearing it?" I ask Toko nervously. She sighed and checked her hair in the mirror while she fixed her white shirt and shorts. "I need to change, Toko.." I say blushing. "O-Oh I'll l-l-leave.." Toko said flustered leaving the room and closing the door. I change into Syo's short sleeve shirt and slide on some jean shorts. "Did Toko take my belt again?" I say as im searching my closet. "It'll be fine."

1:03pm

"Toki!! We better get going its 1!" I shout down the hallway. I run downstairs as Toko was waiting for me outside, i open the door. She was looking amazing as usual, I smiled at her. "K-Komaru? I-I-I heard Leon w-was having a l-late night p-p-party at 11:00pm.. I-I was wondering i-if you wanted to g-g-go." Toko said walking on the sidewalk. I caught up with her a little "Oh, sure!" I said. As i was catching up my hand slipped by Toko's hand and it made it feel so diffrent.. Once i hit her hand it twitched like something had happened to it. "You ok?" I asked her looking into her eyes. "Y-Yeah, why d-d-d-do you ask.?" She said staring back into my eyes with a gaze. "Nothing! It's nothing." I chuckled and lost eye contact. Toko soon broke eye contact, when i looked into her eye's i felt something like never before. Her lavender ey.. "KOMARU!" Toko yelled as i broke back into character. "H-Huh?!" I blurted out in shock. "We're h-here." Toko stuttered looking down the park pathway. "Oh sorry, I was daydreaming." I said walking on the park pathway. I picked up a flower and set it on a bench. "K-Komaru the g-god d-d-damn flowe-" holy shit.