Why do i feel like this.? ~Tokomaru~

Bikes!

Toko's pov:

It's now 6:00pm and i'm getting ready to ride bikes with Komaru. She seemed so excited for this so i might as well do it, if it makes her happy it might even make me happy. She just wanted the blocks so it wont be too long or boring considering the hills it has. Nothing makes me happier than her being happy.. "K-Komaru! Are you ready?" I shout down the stairs as she was running up. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!-" She ran past me and into her room. She proceeded to put on one of the shirts i gave her, "K-Komaru what the h-h-hell are you doing?" I ask as she was putting on a belt with a big of chains. "I'm getting ready like you said we should." Komaru started, "W-WE HAVE 30 M-M-MINUTES! Y-YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING IN 1 MINUTE!!" I scream running downstairs, frustrated Komaru wasn't taking this seriously.  I sat down on the couch looking at the clock. It was 6:16pm, I turned on the TV and turned on whatever was on demand. I waited a few minutes until Komaru came downstairs all ready. "Its almost time, Toki. We should start getting our bikes ready to ride." Komaru said as she was walking towards the garage. We both went into the garage and opened up the door, we kicked up our stands and starting going down the driveway. We both started heading down the street and down the road, it was a nice breeze as she said. "Woohoo!!" Komaru shouted as we starting going down a hill. "K-K-Komaru!? This hill is a little t-to steep!" I say holding on my bike handles firmly. "WOOAHH!!" We both shout before almost wrecking into a sidewalk, we started going around the block on the sidewalk. "H-Hey Komaru.?" I say as I'm looking forward on my bike. "Yeah, Toki?" Komaru replied doing the same as me. "I- I li-" I was cut off. A car horn starting honking at us. "Hey Fukawa and Komaru! You headed to the party tonight?!" A loud voice said. "I brought some donuts for the party too!" Asahina said rolling down her window and stopping the car. "Hey, Asahina! Me and Toki are coming alright." Komaru said with a smile, it was hard to hear her a little because of Yasuhiro and Leon in the back of the car. "K-Komaru y-you don't have to make a big deal out of i-i-it." I said with a disappointed face. "Cya guys later!" Asahina yelled finally moving along. "What were you saying again, Toko?" Komaru asked me moving along as i did the same "O-Oh its nothing.." I told her with a fake smile on my face. We moved up the blocks for at least 3 times, it wasn't too late but Komaru and i stopped and put our bike stands down to sit on a sidewalk. "Man, I'm bea-" Komarus head fell onto my lap. "K-Komaru?! W-What are y-you doing?" I say staring down at her with a confused look on my face. "Thanks for the shade, Toki~" I immediately got flustered and looked away, Komaru pulled my face back and we both had hard eye contact. I moved parts of Komarus bangs out of her face and continued to stare. She started moving her head upwards as she was going in for a kiss, she then booped my nose and started giggling and laughing. I laughed along just because i was ready to kiss but that never happened. We finally got up and we were going to head home because it was at least 9:13. The blocks were pretty big so it was results into 2 hours for 3 go's. We both started riding  back home and up some hills. We finally made it back around 9:29. It wasn't that bad we had about 2 hours and 30 minutes to get ready. "Asahina just asked if you would like if she picks us up. Yay or nay?" Komaru asked as we walked into our apartment. "S-Sure.." I say fidgeting with my hands, I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself. "I have t-too wear something better than this j-j-junk.." I washed off my face with the cold water from the sink. I take off my glasses and start to clean them, I want to impress Komaru. I start overthinking about if we are going to get drunk or pass out, Leon does some messed up shit sometimes but it cant be that bad. I walk out of the bathroom to be attacked by Komaru jumping on me. "TOKI ATTACK!" She yells wrapping her arms and legs around me. "K-KOMARU?! WHAT THE HELL?" I ask as i fell on the floor, she was still on top of me smiling directly at my disgusting face. "Oh cmon, aren't you excited for the party? Theres gonna be a huge dance floor!" Komaru tells me as im pinned down to the floor. "I heard the DJ was Owada, theres a huge snack bar and lots of games!" She finally gets off of me and apologizes. "G-Get your s-sh-shit ready.." I tell her brushing off my outfit