Why do i feel like this.? ~Tokomaru~

Finishing.

(OMG I HAVENT WROTE IN YEARS SO PLEASE EXCUSE EVERYTHING HELP? IT BEENS SINCE JUNE 24TH 2021..😨)

Komaru's POV:

As I tasted Toko's drink, it was fruit punch. I had no idea why she was so nervous. Maybe it was because the weird face Yasuhiro was making at her. She took a sip and I could feel her body slightly untense.

"T-Thank you for calming me.. somewhat down, Komaru. A-And I'm sorry I lashed out at you in the bathroom. I'm just afraid." She said.

"I get it, don't worry. Did you want to go back to the game or hang out somewhere else?" I asked, wanting to make sure she felt comfortable.

"S-Somewhere else.."

I nod and we go over to an abandoned couch a wall away from the party room. We both sit down and I hold her hand tightly, making sure to not let go. She looks at me with a soft gaze. Calmer eyes.

"You know, Toko. Even if I did kiss you, that doesn't mean we have to be together. People kiss all the time and they aren't dating." I explain to her.

"What?! R-Really??" She lets out a bunch of different emotions. Confused, shocked, everything.

"Really. And, I wouldn't want to break your heart, it's been damaged enough. All I want to do with it is heal it step by step in any way possible.

We finished our drinks and sat them on a side table next to the couch. I rest my hand on her inner thigh in a reasuring way. Slightly shaking came from her but with a few rubs of my thumb against her, it was gone.

"We can finish the dare if you want. I've been wanting to kiss you for a long time now." My voice shakes in nervousness as I just let those words fall out.

She freezes.

"B-But, w-wouldn't be awkward afterwards?! I-I mean I'm not saying I d-don't want to but.. I-"

Toko's POV:

Suddenly I feel a hand against my cheek and a soft pair of lips against mine. My eyes shoot open in shock as I try to kiss her back, no idea what I was doing of course. I'm not experienced! Before I know it, my eyes flutter shut and our kiss grows longer and sweeter.

I feel her grab my hips and sit me on her lap, causing me to shake out of an unexpected touch. My hand's grab on her shirt instead of fidgeting with my fingers.

"It's okay, I've got you, Toko." She says quietly inbetween kisses.

Her hands rest on my hips and mine calm down, holding onto her. We both hear someone yell from the other room, a high pitched female voice.

"They did it! They- They did the dare, they kissed!!" It was Sayaka. Of course. She just HAD to announce it. Keep your voice down, Jesus Christ.

Me and Komaru broke the kiss and looked at her. Frustrated that she ruined the moment, I give her the bird. Komaru stops me before I can say anything and kisses me again.
I break away from the kiss as soon as our lips touch once again.

"K-Komaru..! They're w-w-watching us. Don't you th-think that's.. weird?!" I say, wanting some damn privacy.

"Do you guys mind giving us some time alone??" She says as I hide my face in her neck. Sayaka and her friends stop looking at us and go back to partying. "You wanna head home?"

"Yeah."