i hate you.

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i have found someone i will hate until the end of time
not in a personal way, atleast i dont think so.
no i hate you as i hate lonliness.
as i hate winter and the cold.
as i hate a wet clothes on a cold day.
i hate you in every way and yet in none of them.

i have found someone i will always hate.
i hate the way you make me hate myself, i often feel so little you make me feel so much.
i hate the way you make me feel so cold  like a slap in the face after a hard day.

i hate you untill my lungs no longer fill with air.
i hate you until my heart beats its last.
i hate you with my entire being and everything that is me.
i hate you with the skin on my back and the hairs on my head.

i hate you for as long as i shall live.
i wont be there if you need me.
if you need a shoulder to cry on
if you need a hand to hold
if you need a joke to be told.
nor a secret to be kept,
because you were never there for me.

   

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