It's been like, a month since I used the EF 4000, that I've become quite attached to it. It's something that I hold most dear after my family and friends. If I were to lose it, I'll probably cry for hours.
But today's probably not the day... Or is it? You as a reader probably already been expecting it... Because of the title and the first paragraph.
(FYI Sorry for that 4th wall break)
I still am thinking about my dream... Or rather... Nightmare two days ago. I can only describe it.
[In the skies, somewhere... ]
There's a plane, spewing out smoke and leaking fuel. It's spinning towards the sea at high speed, with more and more chunks of it ripped off by the speed and spin motion.
Three voices... I can hear three voices! But... Who are they? Why don't I recognize them?
1: "You need to bail out now!"
2: "I... (cough) I can't... It's stuck"
3: "Emergency manual canopy opening lever! Use it!"
1: "Please, Jasmine... Bail out... "
Wait... Did I hear my name in there? Nonono this gotta be just a dream right!? I can't interact with them at all, I can only watch while doing nothing to help.
2: "It's lodged in here! (cough cough) I... I'm gonna fall...
....Thank you"
The plane I saw splashed into the sea below. It's a terrifying sight for me, for every pilot.
I heard someone constantly calling out to her on the radio. And another person sounded like sobbing.... I feel terrible... Get me out of this dream....
Hearing my name being called out is scary enough. My friends in grief? No that just... Get out of my mind! GET OUT!
[Snap back to reality]
"Aaaaaahhh!"
I screamed a little while I jumped out of the bed. I'm shocked to see that it's all a dream, and I'm also quite relieved that the dream is... Just a dream... Nothing really bad...
After that self calming, I looked at the clock, it's 2.30 am... F-ck I'm not getting any sleep now....
The pillow is just too enticing and I just slammed my face on it just to not have another dream that night.
[Two days later, aka the real today]
I still can't process what the actual f-ck was that dream. I guess I don't wanna find out.. 𝘖𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘥𝘰?...
