Excuse my mistakes guys 😔 I'm tired and I didn't go over it. Heads up : toward the end in Trelynn's POV it is sad so I'm sorry.
Shay.
I woke up this morning realizing that I wasn't home, in bed with August. All the events that happened last night started replaying in my head. August was mad because I brought up the idea of getting an abortion, he said no and went on and on about how I'm crazy as fück, and I'm trying to kïll his seed.
The whole thing didn't turn out as planned, but I had to get away from him last night after he hit me. I didn't want to leave my baby, but I was in total shock because he never hit me besides the first time when he slapped me, but that was when we first started dating and we were both drunk.
I got up and got myself together, then there was a knock at the door and I stared at it because I didn't tell anyone that I was staying at a hotel. I slowly stood up walking towards the door. I looked out the peephole but it was covered so I opened the door and there was Aug standing there looking at me.
"Why are you here?" I asked walking away.
"I came to apologize, I didn't mean to hit you, baby. I was just upset that you even had the thought of getting an abortion. I know you're only nineteen and that you are going to be going to college soon, but I just don't get why you would even think of something like that."
"August, it's a lot going on and I'm stressing a lot and I wasn't ready for another baby. I don't even know if I am pregnant yet, but none of that gives you a reason to put your hands on me like that. I was so shocked and afraid of what would happen if I stayed, so I had to leave."
"I know Shay, I didn't have any reason to hit you and I apologize for that, okay? I will own up to that, I take full responsibility and I shouldn't have hit you. Like I said I was just angry."
"Okay, Aug. I hear you."
"What's that s'posed to mean?"
"I'm just saying okay. I hear what you saying, but I don't know if I can forgive you for that, I don't know what to do, August."
"Shay, look I know I fücked up and if I could go back to that moment I would've handled that differently. I love you so much and I am scared to lose you, baby."
Sighing, I laid back and folded my arms across my face. I just don't know what to say or do. Like my heart is telling me to forgive him and work it out and my mind is just like end it all. I really don't know what to do at this moment.
"Baby, say somethin." I felt him standing over top of me.
I moved my hands to look at him. "What am I supposed to say, Aug?"
"I want you to accept my apology and come back home with me." He moved between my legs.
I hope he don't think we're having any type of sexual intercourse because it is not happening.
"I don't think I should any time soon."
"Why not, Shay? I am sitting here trying to apologize and I'm admitting I was wrong and you're making everything harder than it really has to be."
"August, it is hard for me. You hit me! Do you not understand that? You think that I'm supposed to just run back home to you right after that happened? I love you so much and I wish that this didn't happen. I think you might need time to yourself though."
"What are you trying to say?" He stepped back looking at me.
I sat up and looked in his eyes. "You need time to yourself, at least until we leave to go back to California."
