(2 days later)
Tatiyana.
I was being released from the hospital today, finally. I swear I was so tired of these fucking people in this hospital. I had heroin and cocaine in my system and I was told that I had flatlined twice and suffered from a minor brain damage from being struck too hard in the head, the doctor prescribed me some medicine for pain and cream for my bruises. I had to get stitches in my thigh from where Jessie had stabbed me in the leg and the blood dripping from my vagina? Nothing too major, just a ruptured cervix, I'm sensitive in that area so beings though he was so careless and rough, he ruptured it.
Throughout this whole experience other than my brothers and sisters and August, Ray has been by my side. Never leaving my bed side for two whole days. I vented to him and told him how I really just wanted to end everything, my life included and he gave me a long ass speech as to why I have so many reasons to live. I understood where he was coming from but, nobody went through what I did.
Later on that day, Ray and I were on the way to Shay and Aug's place. It was the last day that some of my sisters would be in town so we were having a big dinner tonight and I was happy that two of them, Kyndall, and Zane, actually were staying here in the house with us until my mother got her new house. So we waited to be buzzed in the gate and when we did I couldn't wait to get in the house.
Walking through the front door, we went upstairs immediately going into my room and closed the door. Shay and I changed rooms because my bathroom was too big and so was the room for it just to be me so I got the room upstairs.
"R-Ray, can you h-help me?" I asked, waving my foot at him.
He nodded, helping me take my shoes off and I took off the rest of my clothes changing into some comfortable ones. After I finished dressing myself I went out into the living room where everyone was just sitting there watching TV.
"Hi." I waved to everyone as they looked at me.
They smiled and waved back, I noticed Kyndall staring at Ray but I don't care, I can't stop anyone from looking at him whether I like it or not.
"I'm just now starting on dinner, we were gonna go out back and sit around the fireplace, and eat s'mores but we were waiting on you." Shay said, standing up to hug me.
"O-okay." I said as everyone got up to go out back.
"Your sister is weird." Ray whispered in my ear, looking at Kyndall.
I shook my head. As we all sat around the fire place, the older sisters on the long couch and Shay and Aug in the small one, the rest of us were on the ground, listening to the sound of nature.
"So in a circle, starting with Zane, we are going to say our age and something you like to do, on the second round something that has happened to them that was funny, what we like to do and young ones I wanna know your plans in life." Shay spoke after a moment of silence.
Zane started and sighed. "I am 18 and I love shopping."
"15, I like to draw and teach Thali how to speak spanish." I spoke up.
"19, I just like chilling and partying." Kyndall said.
"20, I LOVE to cook." Tyra said.
We all went around saying what we liked to do and it was now it was August's turn, he downed whatever was in his cup before he spoke.
"Y'all know a nigga twenty-one, as y'all can see by my two kids, I like to fuck Shay raw, all up in them guts!" He said as he playfully humped her.
Everyones mouth dropped and we all looked at him.
"Close y'all fucking mouth, fuck wrong with y'all asses?" He mugged us, rubbing on Shay's thigh, her face was red.
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