Excuse my mistakes and misspelled words lol. If there is any....
Shay✋✊
5:45p.m.
Aug got home from the hospital about 3 hours ago and he's better now, but he keeps trying to argue with me because I said he's not going to another block party. I don't want to hear his mouth right now. I have a headache.
"August okay. I was just trying to look out for you, but whatever just shut up." I said getting agitated.
"You not fucking talking to me." He said
I looked around and looked back at him with one eyebrow raised.
"Well who am I talking to? We the only muthafuckas in this bitch ain't we?" I asked
"Watch yo mouth Shay!" He said
"I don't have to." I said crossing my arms.
He got in my face. "But you're gonna shut up if I tell you to."
"Why are you yelling at me. Move!" I pushed him
He pushed me back "I'm yelling because you need to shut the fuck up. Just stop talking and don't put yo hands on me." He said.
By now I was kinda crying. All I want is what's best for him.
"I was just trying to help you though."
"JUST SHUT UP!" he yelled in my face.
I turned my head and tucked my hair behind my ear he backed away from me and just stared at me so I put my head down. I stayed quiet, because I know if I don't it will turn into a physical altercation. Why? Because August has anger issues and he doesn't know how to handle his anger, well he's working on it. All I'm trying to do is help him because I care about him, but he want to raise his damn voice at me. I am still his girlfriend and baby mother and I still have feelings, but I guess he doesn't care about my feelings.
I was about to walk away, but he pulled me back. I was now sitting on his lap and every time I tried to get up he held me tighter. I sighed and wiped my face.
"August, can you please let me get up?" I asked calmly
"You need to calm down" he said
I know his ass didn't....
"I am calm. Can you please get off of me.?" I asked
"You still mad babe?" He asked all sweetly
Hell yeah.
"No August, Just let me the fuck go!" I semi yelled.
I started kicking my feet and moving around in his lap he held me very tight.
"Stop moving." He said sternly.
"No, let me go." I said still wiggling around trying to get out of his grip.
"No, Stop moving dammit." He said.
Aug is being very aggressive right now.
He laid back and turned the TV on, then held me close to him.
I don't really want to be in his presence right now....
I don't really know what we're watching, but I do know that it is people on here doing the nasty. Aug turned the tv off and the lights out, then he picked me up.
"Whoa, Aug what are you doing?" I asked
He didn't answer he just continued walking. He kept squeezing my butt, but each time he did I slapped his hand away. He opened the bedroom door and closed it then he turned off one of the lights.
