secrets untold (Marble hornets Reader insert(F Pronouns:otherwise Gender Fluid)

20

I grabbed a sweatshirt and left the house, Sam left passed out on my homes living floor. Seen was outside across the street, rubbing her hands up and down her shoulders, less is a warming up way more in a comforting herself sort of way.

We make eye contact for a while and Seens smiles rises up a little but flatters when she sees a lack of Samantha, infact, her emotions turn to quickly,  relief, to fear in a matter of seconds. 

"What did they say" Seens voice wasn't any less then how it usually was, it still had a light tone, coated with the honey I swore Seen must've been born from to be the way she is, it was still Seen' s voice, it didn't change like Samantha's had, she was still Seen. But she knew more then me. Didn't she?

I didn't want to respond. I was going to have to.  She knew what had happened to my brothers friends hadn't she? What had happened to my friends?

"...I- Seen..whats going on? You know what's going on don't you?" Her facial expressions pointed to everything but no, it said 'im sorry' 'yes' 'i know'.

This reaction alone said a lot, it made everything inside of me want me to cry but that'd be stupid of me, Seen very clearly noticed my desire to break down, she had that gift, she approached me a little then hugged me as I sobbed onto the much taller woman, leading us over to a bench as i kept crying.

"..I didn't want this to happen to them. I tried everything I could to keep them out of harms way..it was unfortunately inevitable.." Seen's voice dripped guilt.

I sobbed more "you lied when you said you weren't stressed!!"

She laughed and nodded. "Yeah. Yeah. Just a little." She still kept me in a tight grip and lightly rubbed circles into my back.

I lightly picked at the sleeves of Seens jean jacket. When she'd have time to change into a jacket? Why would she even need a jacket?

I continued confusingly picking at the sleeves, clearly getting Seems attention on my confusion.

"Something up querida?"

I tried shaking my head but ended nodding to as she laughed a little.

"Cuál parece ser el problema?"

"Speak English you heathen" i groaned.

"I'm no heathen I believe highly in my lord thank you very much! Anywho, what's bothering you?"

I hum "whats up with the jacket?  You weren't wearing it earlier."

"Tch-ight no more costume changes on the premises, got it.

I laughed and pushed her little making her wince but laugh.

"Oi intenta esquivar Los moretones!"

I laughed "when you'd speak spanish so much?!" "When I learned a lot of people never payed attention to spanish in highschool"

We both laughed again nearly leaving everything behind us, i stopped laughing slowly, this was just a way to get me off the topic about the truth wasn't it?

"Seriously Seen, what do you know?"

She seemed to inhale deeply but nodded placing me next to her on the bench.

"What do you want me to highlight right now? To much can always be to much"

I huff and think for a bit. Right now? Fuck my brother.

"What happened to brothers friends? The ones helping him with that series thing that had going on"

She tensed but nodded a little taking a breath.

"You probably were already aware of their lack of mental stability, but uh, put simply, *inhale* Jay has total lost it and kinda goes around living in different motels and hotels and shit but he's still be stalked every single day of his poor miserable life, and Tim pushed Brian off a ledge that ended up kill Brian and then Sam was like "let em die" but i was like "no I don't think I want to do that because it isn't his fault he got dragged into all this" and so instead i brought him back from the dead, he's alive and shit like that, but now he's back to stalking Tim again who basically sleep stalks Jay who is currently to piece together everything that's happened in the past couple years and its actually very dramatic and then your brother went off the handle where is he now? Beats me, but anyways Jay ALSO has some sleep walking not right minded him called Skully who is really kinda creepy and Masky who is actually Tim must have some pent up problems about not being spiderman cause have you seen how the man walks, and Brian, well he's Brian but he also goes by Hoodie which are actually all names given to them by people on the internet that think they know all, also Jessica up and left town, Seth probably died or moved or some shit, and everyday i feel like shit because I've seen how Tim blames himself for all this bull shit and everyday they are traumatized more and more and I know I should've, could've done something more to help but instead i draft Brian further into this hell hole and now you to are in this hell hole and Sam's gone psycho and doesn't care what happens to anyone and now they also mentally and physically hurt  me but i put up with it because I deserve it and i know i do and I hope this isn't the real sammy i know but i dont know anymore and also there are other people having similar event right now and its terrible-but why is that a concern to you- I'm going to stop talking" she talked so fast sometimes i was confused on what she was saying, she took a deep breath and looked at me, her face red and on the brink of tears pulling harshly on the flaps of her jacket looking me dead in the eye to show she was not telling a lie.

So much for to much being to much.