𝐍𝒐𝐭 𝐅𝒐𝒓 𝐒𝐚𝒍𝐞 | 𝕰𝖓𝖍𝖞𝖕𝖊𝖓'𝖘 𝕰𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖍 𝕸𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

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After a very calm week, we were being grilled. We were way behind schedule thanks to me and I was really pushing myself.

I've been eating nothing but apples for the past few days and not getting enough food. Our choreography was our and we were done recording our first album. We were happy.

I was behind in the choreography and I started to become really stressed with myself. I also had a scheduled tiktok to do and post today covering cry for me by twice. I was tired.

"Ria, are you okay? You look a bit pale." Jay called out making all the boys look at me

"I mean, he's not wrong..." Niki said from behind me before circling his arms around me resting his chin in my head

"I'm fine, I promise." I smiled at them. They had been SUPER protective of me ever since the incident, they're always around me and never leave me alone.

"So, are you ready to film?" One of the staff said from behind us and we all nodded.

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We all sat down and a laptop was placed in front of us.

"3, 2, 1, and action!"

Jake started to speak first followed by the rest. They had spoken a lot but I decided to stay quiet. My flannel was hiding my arms which were still bandaged up but I was still cold. Engenes didn't know about my injury.

Soon enough the video started and they all started hyping themselves. A lot comes with being an idol. Once you're one you need to learn how to fake a lot of emotions. Although I learnt that at an early age.

I was 15 now, 15 and an idol.

"Wowwww, Aria you look so stunning!!!" Sunghoon exclaimed and they boys followed in suit making me feel flustered.

After the viewing of the video, we shared our closing words and went through with our different schedules.

This was my first schedule without the boys and they were really sour about it. I'm usually on schedules with at least one of them but not today. Heesung tried to talk to the staff but they wouldn't budge.

So here I was having extra dance lessons to meet up with the boys along with vocal lessons after then the tiktok I have to make too.

I was fine with the tiktok but I was tried af. They were putting quite some pressure on me and it was giving me stress.

I also haven't seen my flow in 2 months so that's nice I guess. No, I am not pregnant. It's probably just the stress.

I already knew flicker and given-taken by heart but 10 months love and let me in we're the ones I was struggling with. I wasn't fast enough.

I felt completely drained after so I took a quick shower stealing Jungwon's extra clothes that he keeps at the company and then walking back to one of the dance studios to make a tiktok. I was really excited because this was my first tiktok in a while and also my first tiktok as an Enhypen member.