𝐍𝒐𝐭 𝐅𝒐𝒓 𝐒𝐚𝒍𝐞 | 𝕰𝖓𝖍𝖞𝖕𝖊𝖓'𝖘 𝕰𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖍 𝕸𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

42 | Emotions, Concerts, and Unexpected Visits

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It had been a horrible week for Jake as he had just lost a family member and we had a concert at the end of the week. I've been by his side the whole time and keeping him company even though he covers it up and acts like he's okay.

We were in the practice room learning the Attention, Please! The choreography had to be one of my favourite choreographies so far. This whole week has been unbearably stressful with getting ready for the concert, meeting the engenes, and trying to be there for Jake.

It was so unfair that the company made him go on a V Live that day, especially when he was grieving. I haven't eaten in a few good days but I was fine, I was just too occupied to eat these days.

We were all so tired by the end of practice which was roughly 2 am and immediately fell asleep without even changing.

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Concert day had finally arrived and we had not slept in the last 36 hours. It was stressful and tiring not to mention some of the other staff were on our back.

Chanmi, Taesul, Dokyun, and Chanwoo had been sneaking food for us and letting us slack off whenever we were with them. We were supposedly on a diet but it was too strict for Chanmi to let us go through with it.

We all practised for the last time before arriving at the venue. Everyone looked amazing and spectacular especially the fans that came to meet us. It felt unreal being on stage in front of a crowd.

There were tears and laughter but we had fun. Watching Niki and Jake breakdown almost brought me to tears. They had been holding up so well and it hurt knowing how much they endured.

"Yah, don't cry~ it'll be okay! You'll make me cry~" I gave Niki and Jake the biggest hugs ever but since the other boys were around Jake, I turned my attention to Niki. I told him comforting words and tried to stop him from crying. After they had calmed down a bit it was my turn to talk.

"Oh umm, I don't know what to say. I'll just start saying thank you, thank you for leaving the comfort of your homes to come and see us live. I didn't expect much to come but I guess I was wrong. I don't want to cry either so I'll just keep my emotions to a minimum.

Being an idol is hard but you guys always keep me going. Engene, I love you. Without you guys, we wouldn't have made it this far. We are so grateful for you." The concert ended soon after taking pictures with the crowd.

All in all, it was a great show and I enjoyed it a lot. We all celebrated it backstage before going back home and confining in ourselves making sure we were all okay.

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BREAKING NEWS: SOUTH KOREA'S BIGGEST CHAEBOL SON HAS LANDED IN SEOUL.

Panic settled into my body after hearing those headlines on the radio. My eyes darted towards Jungwon and realized his gaze was already in me along with Chanmi and Dokyun who were with us in the room.

The other members went to eat but we had just arrived at the company and the news was not settling right with me. My phone suddenly started ringing. Picking it up I realised it was my brother.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked

"Did you see the news? Are you okay?"

"Umm, I think so? I don't know."

"Please be careful, you should dodge any questions that might make him get to you. You know how he is."

"Yeah, I know. I'll be careful, you should too."