The forbidden pleasures of love

Chapter 28

There I was in my bathroom floor throwing up at 5:00 in the morning... I still had a fever, my body aches, I feel cold one minute but hot the next minutes. There I was finishing up in the bathroom to head back to bed , I crawl into bed and I felt asleep...it was only Saturday so everyone stayed home and when I woke up it was 6:30am I get up and Jack was crying so I took him downstairs and I made coffee and breakfast, I give Jack some food then I cleaned up after him , I put on our swimsuit and I took In into our pool . There I was in the pool holding Jack , I see something in the backyard, carina came out I handed Jack to her following what I saw on the ground in my backyard.when I got to the object it was a necklace with mine and Aaron engagement rings... last place I had them where in my nightstand...

Liv: girls where you playing with my rings on this necklace

Rosalyn: no mommy
Morgan: no mommy
Isabela: no why mom
JJ: what happened
Em: Liv what's going on
Carina: Liv you okay
Liv: nothing I'm fine, it's just  i found Aaron and mine engagement rings outside
......

There I was out for a morning run , I stopped to breathe... and then out of nowhere this guy shot me on my lower right side of my stomach.my life flash before my eyes.... but then I felt someone hold my stomach to stop the bleeding,

Voice: hang in there I called for help
Liv: cough ( try keeping eyes open)
Voice: hang in there please Liv hang in there
Liv: I —-I can't
Voice:Liv you have kids, you are amazing mom and you have that  good friend and amazing people in your life please stay with us stay with me
Liv: w—who are you
.....

Moments later at the hospital

JJ : carina where is she
Carina: who Jennifer
Em: Liv she's was brought in
Carina: what happened... I'll find out
..
Carina: she's in surgery now she was shot
Em: is she's okay
JJ: we need to find out who did this
Carina: emt said there was a shirt and a tie wrapped around to stop the bleeding,
JJ: so someone help her
Em: who could of done that
Carina: I don't know... but Liv is awake
JJ: can we —-
Em: can we see her
Carina: yeah let's go
....

There I was laying in a hospital bed for the first time in forever.... I was looking at the wall until I hard my door opened.... it was Em and JJ and carina who walked in..

* high off of pain medicine *

Liv: hey!!! Guys .... your here
JJ: Liv what do they have you on
Em: I want some of that
Carina: they probably give her something for her pain
Em: Liv hunny what do you remember
Liv: umm I was out running and someone shot me and someone helping save me
JJ: do you know who helped you
Liv:Umm no, but when can I go home
Carina: well doctor said that it doesn't look infected or anything else so we can take you home tonight, but you can't be lefting anything heavy
JJ: no heavy boxes
Em: and no picking up Jack
Carina: no sex for two weeks
Liv: you all no fun
...

That night I went home and carina change my bandage we had the team came over and we ate dinner..There I was lost in my thoughts, it's like I have this twin bond with me and Aaron but why and I feeling it now...

Flashback
Voice: hang in there I called for help
Liv: cough ( try keeping eyes open)
Voice: hang in there please Liv hang in there
Liv: I —-I can't
Voice:Liv you have kids, you are amazing mom and you have a good friend and amazing people in your life please stay with us stay with me
Liv: w—who are you
....

Liv: oh shit he knew me !!!!
Derek: what now
Dave: liv you good
Spencer : what's going on
Pg: who know you
Em: Liv what's going on
JJ: who knew your name
Carina: live what's going on
Liv: the mystery man the one in the hoodie... he knows me he said " Voice:Liv you have kids, you are amazing mom and you have a good friend and amazing people in your life please stay with us stay with me."  He talk about you guys because me and carina really haven't put a name on our relationship we're just good friends... and of course I have you the teams as my amazing people in my life...
carina: so this mystery hoodie man knows us
Liv: yeah basically

That night the team stayed the night, the person why shot me had a full face mask on ... but I saw that mask in a old case of Aaron... but then the mystery hoodie man had a face mask all I saw what his eyes his big brown eyes...

Liv: carina do you want kids
Carina : of my own yea
Liv: how about with me
Carina : liv what are you saying 
Liv: I'm saying let's try and have kids together me and you
Carina: you high off pain medicine
Liv: carina I didn't take any today because I thought about it.... I love you carina and Would you like to be my girlfriend
Carina: I love you to liv.... and absolutely I love to be your girlfriend.. but how will we make a baby
Liv: there a few sex toys in a Ben under my bed that can turn another woman orgasm into a sparm..
carina: mmm that's hot Liv
Liv: I know but I want to wait until the 4 weeks... after I get the all clear from my doctor and then after I do therapy
Carina: did you read my mind... because I was thinking the same thing
Liv: no but good minds think a like ..

That night carina and I fell asleep together Hotch was on our bed by our foot ... that's night we just cuddle.