The forbidden pleasures of love

Chapter 34

There I was in bed with Aaron... my legs were tangled up with his, my ass grind up against Aaron bulge, my head was under his chin... he was holding me as he brought me closer to him ...his bulge just kept getting bigger and harder....

Aaron: hmm Liv what are you doing
Liv: nothing why
Aaron: Liv you know how easy I get turned on
Liv: I know Aaron...
Aaron: but we can't Liv
Liv: fine I'll stop.... If you want me to stop
Aaron: shit but now —-
Liv: now your hard and gotta release Aaron ( smirked)
Aaron: fuck it Liv .... I'm going to own you
Liv: good Aaron

Just then I brought live onto my bulge as she ride me ... shit I forgot how tight she's is I noticed how she rolled her eyes back... She got sloppy while bouncing on me ... we were both so close.....

Fuck Liv!!!!!
Fuck Aaron!!!!

Aaron : that was something
Liv: your amazing Aaron..
.....

That night we both fell asleep, it was 5:00 am when the team all got called in for a case so we all got ready and headed out ... the kids went to the daycare and help with Jack ... as I was getting ready to go up to my office carina was sitting at my desk...

Carina : please Liv can we talk
Liv:fine make it quick

As I was standing I felt weird... I felt lightheaded and dizzy at the same time.... And that's was when I knew something was wrong with the baby, because it's always doing flips and I haven't felt anything in the last 24 hours

Carina: I'm sorry Liv I told her I was in a happy relationship with you but she wouldn't take no for an answer

Liv: carina.... I—— think..... sometimes——-
wrong —— with ..... the baby ( in pain)

Carina: Liv look at me ,

Liv collapsed

Carina: Em!!!! JJ!!!

We hard carina yelled for JJ and me we ran upstairs and we saw Liv on the floor with her head on carina lap and carina is crying

JJ: what's going on
Carina: we were talking and she said something was wrong with the baby and she collapsed
Em: the ambulance is on its way
Carina: by the time they get her it will be to late
JJ: late for who
Carina: both or one or the other
Em: so liv and the baby won't make it —-
JJ: or Liv will make it but lose the baby
Carina: guys I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt her
Em: it's okay carina we love you still
JJ: yeah your still our family
Carina: thanks...

That day I woke up in the hospital .... The team was there and carina and Meredith and Addison was all in the same room as me ... I woke up my voice was groggy

Liv: ugh what happened
carina: your in the hospital liv
Liv: Carina ?
Em: you collapsed while talking to carina this morning
JJ: and she brought you straight over her
Addie: can I get the room to our self, I need to talk to liv

Everyone: yeah

Aaron: we will be in the waiting room

Liv: Addie what's going on
Addie:( slowly sighed ) liv there was computation , the baby was wrapped around the umbilical cord and it wasn't getting his oxygen, I'm so sorry Liv
Liv: dose anyone else knows about me losing the baby
Addie: no I figured you can tell carina
Liv: thanks.... Umm Addie can you get me carina please
Addie: umm yeah sure Liv

I walked out into the waiting room and everyone was looking at me ... Liv was so sad but it's not my place to tell her family

Addie: umm carina Liv want to see you
Carina: yeah okay
...
Meredith: Addison? What's going on
Addie: Meredith I can't say
Em: Addie—-

* JJ and Addie look eye to eye *

JJ:( gasped) no Addison .. please tell me it's not true
Addie: * broke down crying * I'm sorry
Em: Jennifer what's going on
JJ: guys Liv going to need us more then ever
Pg: what why " ooh my"
Spencer: what's going on
Em: JJ she ?
JJ: yeah
Dave: poor kiddo
Derek: she's won't be her self
Aaron: this is a mother worst nightmare

.......

Carina: Liv why are you crying
Liv: carina I lost the baby
Carina: shh it's okay , I got you

Carina can onto the bed and she hold me while I sat there and cried ..and she was also crying , we both felt asleep while she hold me...

Liv: carina I'm sorry, for yesterday I should of let you explain
Carina: no it's my fault I should of pushed Arizona away
Liv: Aaron and I had sex last night
Carina: ooh was it good
Liv: ( laughed) felt better before we where married
Carina: hey you okay Liv
Liv: ya I'm fine carina... I miss you I miss us
Carina: me too Liv but—-
Liv: but your dating Arizona
Carina: yeah
Liv: it okay ... I forgive you
Carina: really
Liv: yeah because I love you
Carina: I love you too
Liv: carina you can bring the team in and then go home with Arizona if you want
Carina: I will get them but I'm staying ...

Carina : I can't imagine my life without you. You know. Without, without these arms, and your face, and this heart. Your good heart,Liv , and...

Liv: No, I can't. You're a totally different person to me now. I used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt me. Ever. God, and now I just can't stop picturing you with her, I can't. It doesn't matter what you say or what you do, Carina . It's just changed everything. Forever.

Carina : This can't be it. I mean...

Liv: Then how come it is?
......

That night the team spent the night in the hospital with me ... there were two couch, Spencer and Derek and Penelope got one and Dave and Em and JJ got the other, Aaron sat in a chair and laid next to me , and carina laid in the bed with me holding me everyone was asleep except for Aaron and I . So Aaron and I we just talked and talked..

"Whisper voice"

Aaron: so are you and carina?
Liv: no ... as much as I love her she cheated on me and she broke me
Aaron: so why she here and not with her
Liv: honestly I don't know but maybe because I lost our baby
Aaron: right I'm sorry I forgot about that
Liv: it's fine Aaron
Aaron: so Liv
Liv: what Aaron
Aaron: what happens to us now
Liv: I don't know what do you want to happen with us
Aaron: well for starters I miss you... and knowing after I faked my death you wouldn't want to jump back into our relationship
Liv: yeah so how about we take things slow we started off as friends
Aaron: yeah we did .... Love you Liv
Liv: love you too Aaron
....

That night we all slept , Addison and Meredith came in taking pictures of the team and I sleeping.. they both sent them to me  ... carina had her hands on my stomach and Aaron had interlock with our hands.. it was 6:00 in the morning when I saw Arizona looking at me with a pissed off face ...Arizona called a seen waking everyone up...

Arizona: grate I should of knew she was with you Liv
Addie: Arizona get out now
Arizona: no why is my girlfriend with you Liv
Mer: Arizona don't do this
Arizona: carina why are you with her
Carina: I —- ummm— I
Liv: she's with me because I lost our baby now Arizona get the fuck out of my room or I'll have my team arrest your ass
Aaron: I'm umm sorry I didn't know
Carina: ——.....
Liv: NOW!!!!