Compulsive Lovers

Sleepover Realizations

⚠️ trigger warning pain play⚠️

(Maya POV)

Everyone started laughing at what I had said. Then after that we started watching black panther until we all fell asleep. I tried to stay up all night but it failed, although I don't recall Yumeko ever falling alseep though. But she probably fell asleep sometime after I did.

(Yumeko POV)
Everyone had fell asleep while watching black panther. But I was still up and thinking  about how, Maya said even though she had gambled a lot she hadn't been in a super high stakes gamble. For some reason it was all I could think about. Or maybe I wanted to give Maya her first experience with a high stakes gamble. I mean money is great and all. But Gambles that decide fate are so much more entertaining.

I want to see her face as she realizes she is about to lose to me, or that she is going to win against me. I want to savor every bit of it. But I do think she is also kind of scared to do a high stakes gamble. I mean I was scared too before I had mine. But once I did I simply became addicted to it, the madness of putting everything on the line. And it all being decided In a showdown of cards, or where something lands, etc

It's just intoxicating to be around and to be apart of.
And it's so intriguing to me that whenever Maya finds out someone is cheating, it looks like she loses all interest in the gamble. I mean although she says nothing about it her face gives it away too easily. I want to gamble with her so bad. but for some reason I can't bring my self to ask her.

I get up and I head to the bathroom. I turn on the lights and lock the door. I lift up the pajama shirt and start to look at where mark from maya's hand had hit me. It was barely in the shape of a fist and a very light shade of purple. It was almost healed now. But I still kept touching it and caressing it. And now the mark was starting to get itchy. But then I thought back on maya.

And thought about her face of annoyance at me, and then I ball my fist up and jab my self where she had punched me. And the pain starts to  turn into pleasure. And the mark starts to darken up again. But then I think back on maya again.

Even though she had a look of annoyance on her face when I had crashed onto or into her. she still wanted to make sure I was ok. Even though I had told her that I truly didn't care about the scrape on my leg. She still made it her priority to take care of me. Even when she punched me on purpose. She still came back to check on me. She always cared to help me even when I didn't need it. And now that I think back on it all, the way I see it now is that maya is perfect.

And even though she may not find or view herself as perfect, she is. Or maybe I'm desperate for love. I mean I have never had thoughts that I need to be with someone. Or maybe I get feelings for people to fast. Or maybe it's all of them. But quite frankly all I hope for is that maya will also catch feelings towards me too.

I unlock the door in the bathroom and turn off the light. And the. I walk out to see Maya sleeping so peacefully. And she looked so beautiful too. And she was also cuddling her dog. And then I look at my phone. And so I do what any person In that situation would do. I grab my phone and take a couple pictures of her. And then I take my favorite picture I took and make it my wallpaper. But then I lay back down in my sleeping bag. And start wishing that one day instead of the dog in her bed it will be me, then I start making a bunch of fantasies about maya in my head. Until the sleep drifts me away to tomorrow.

(Maya POV)
I wake up and realize everybody had left the room. So then I get up to see Mary playing with my dog and Itski and Yumeko playing uno. I walk down and everyone starts saying hi. I told them good morning and then I sat on the couch and started ordering food for everyone. And then I started playing on my phone. And then I looked out the window and seen how much snow was outside.