Shine Extra Large

Its Either Try or Die

I felt a sharp intensity of light hitting my face. I slowly opened my eyes, to find myself in the bathroom. All my stuff is lying around. For a second didn't remember anything that has happened in the past few days, but suddenly everything just hit me together. My breathing started getting heavy, I looked around for help. I tried to speak, but I couldn't. My hands were shaking. The oxygen around me felt like it disappeared. I felt suffocated. Suffocated being myself. I felt trapped in this ugly self.

"Why me!?" question was the thing in my head. I couldn't find my phone. I tried getting up but collapsed as soon as I moved even a little. The madness was killing me. I felt fucked up. I pulled my hair and screamed out loud. Finally, I breathed. Finally heard my voice. I looked at the shattered pieces of the mirror in front of me. I smiled taking a small sharp one in my hand. "Hey, can you take my pain away?" I asked. I smiled at it again.

I tried getting better. I tried to fit, but did it work? Nah! I slowly softly grazed the sharp edges near my wrist. Still smiling. "I had enough pain, and I don't think this will hurt me a lot" I chuckled, I stopped right at the middle of my wrist. Then slowly, pushing the sharp edge inside, I could see my veins, swell up and I rigged deeper, the red liquid started to surface up. I laughed. "PATHETIC ELEANOR...DOESN'T...DESERVE...TO LIVE" I laughed out like a maniac. The blood spilt everywhere. The white marble tiles of the bathroom turn red.

I looked up to see my little sister right on the bathroom door staring at me in horror. I smiled at her before darkness took over me.

Levi's pov

"LOOK DAD THAT'S NOT HOW IT-" before I could continue, my phone rang. I ignored it at first, then the continuous ringing got on my nerves.

Without checking the caller id, I picked up "Who the hell-"

"Levi! Levi!! Please come over, Eleanor-" a lot of sobs was heard. The moment I heard El's name, I rushed to her house. The voice sounded like her little sister's. I knew something was up. I drove like a mad man. The moment I reached El's house, I saw an ambulance and her mom and sister. My world just crashed down. I was hoping, praying "Not El, Not El". My head was filled with all possible thoughts of her being clumsy and not anything serious. I know she lost her soul after finding out everything, but please don't be bad.

Slowly I moved towards her doorstep, but I couldn't get in. The cops were there too. They didn't let anyone in. The media was there too, enquiring about what happened at the Gellar's. I took a hard gulp in. The moment I moved a bit closer, I heard an officer say " Yes sir, it's a suicide attempt, the girl has a very weak pulse". I stopped on my tracks. WHAT!?

Before I could do anything, I could see a very familiar face being moved out of the house on a stretcher. Her hands were covered in blood and also her half body. Her hair was a mess. I couldn't speak. They soon took the body in the ambulance. I saw her mom, she asked me to come along with them to the hospital. My mind has lost its senses for a moment. I only stared at her wrist and her face. I barely saw her crying. I knew she used to cry, but she never did in front of me. Neither in front of anyone.

They treated her wounds in the ambulance, trying to save as much time as possible. I couldn't speak at all. I knew it would be a super bad idea to call him right now, but I know except him, no one can do any good to her.

The whole game of getting Gellar's corp under the Kingstone was a bad idea from the beginning. Honestly, I knew, why Archer came back, I knew why he always was around her. I knew everything. I-I just couldn't bring me up to her and tell the truth. Only if my dad doesn't work for the Kingstone's, I could have stopped this from happening. I could have saved Eleanor. I could have done soo much. Maybe things would have been better. I texted Dylan and Aiden and called them over to stay here so that I can go and cool off a little.

After like thirty minutes or so, I saw Dylan and Aiden. They were broken after hearing about the whole situation. I took a deep breath and headed towards my car. I know where to go.

Zachary's pov

It was almost late in the night. I was just about to switch off the lights of the kitchen, a loud bang was heard. It startled me, but I somehow opened the four to see Levi standing. "Hey man- " a strong punch was thrown on my face. "The fuck Man!!" I yelled at him. I was confused. He came closer and lifted his fist to throw another punch, but stopped midway. I saw him close his eyes and suddenly break into tears.

Something was hella wrong. "What's up, man?" I asked him, placing my hand on his shoulder. "Eleanor" he whispered. Chills ran down my spine. "What about Eleanor," I asked, he cried and looked super vulnerable."Eleanor! Because of your fucked up Dad and your brother, she tried to give up her life and I have no idea if  I will ever get to see her again! " Levi cried harder.

The moment he said that it felt as if the floor beneath my feet had vanished. I was lost at words." You are joking right?" I asked, He scowled and held me by my collar, "You think I am kidding in this situation!", I pulled myself away from him.

" YOU BOTH MADE HER DO THIS" Levi said, whole pointing at me and behind me. I looked back to see Archer, and he stood there with a pale face. He heard everything. Shit!

Levi left soon after that, and now complete silence took over the house. Archer dropped to the floor, with one hand on his head. I have no idea how to clean this mess.

Hello! Long time :-