The bell rang and I quietly made my way over to the canteen, I was starving not as if it really mattered to anyone but me
"Oh I'm not hungry today, lets skip lunch and go somewhere to chit chat" Kathy suggested
I knew, it didn't matter to any of them, well I was hungry and I didn't want to skip lunch at any rate
"I guess I will go and have lunch, I'm starving" I replied
They gave me a look before nodding and shrugging it off, they were used to hanging around without me or maybe they even preferred it
They are not to blame, I'm boring, I don't really have a definition of fun, to be honest I don't think I have ever had fun all my life
I quietly walked into the crowded, screeching canteen, these adolescents knew nothing but noise and that stuff blasting from the headphones, music?
I secretly scoffed at them before finding myself a lonely place in the corner with my tray of food held firmly in my hands
They day was bright, full of sunshine, so vibrant that it actually burned my skin and I wondered if I should have wore something thar covered my arms
I bit into my sandwich when my eyes fell on him, that beautiful boy, marble like pale skin, always shiny, dark red lips as if coated with fresh blood, features sharp enough to cut you into half and Hazel eyes
I knew I was staring but I couldn't do anything about it, actually no one could, he had that aura in him, one that controlled everyone and one that made everyone loose control
Was he a freak? Nobody knew but he surely was something, he was different, I had never seen him talking to anyone, he always sat alone in a corner, let it be the canteen or the classroom
He could sit as stiff as a statue, would not blink or even breath, obviously that's not possible, humans need to breath, unless he was not a human?
And there I go again, into all the stupid theories of my head, he opened places of my head that I never knew I could reach to
I was still staring, my sandwich log forgotten when his eyes lifted up from his table and right onto me, as if he had sensed me staring
My breath hitched when those eyes looked into mine, it felt as if he was staring right into my soul and I immediately looked away
I heard him chuckle dryly, what was so funny? He nearly made me choke on my sandwich, that wasn't something to laugh about
I shook my head and decided to concentrate on my food, that would be the best, until I saw him getting up
Not to me, don't come to me
He walked right past me, out into the sun, what was I even thinking? Why on earth would he come to me? You need to stop getting ahead of yourself kongpob
I sighed before finishing up my food and grabbing my belongings as I had to head to my mathematics class, it sucked but at least he would be there
Crush? Am I crushing on him, of course not, he is just this really cute yet handsome mysterious guy that I really adore and I really want to get to know him and, oh alright, I have a crush on him
I mean who wouldn't? He is the Arthit Rojanapat, how could I not crush on hin? But he would never see me, he never sees anyone
As I walked in the class, I saw my friends already sitting around in a group, talking and blabbering, nobody notices my absence now, do they?
"Hey" I called, taking a seat beside Ae
"Hey, where were you?" Ae asked, glancing at me for a mere second
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A Thousand Years 》
FanfictionIf I told you about the darkness inside of me, would you still look at me like I'm the sun?