Fuck it. Here I go again already,
It was about 20 hours ago when you asked me if I was ready.
Ready to start again for the 100th time this year,
Even though we both know that a real relationship is what we fear.
We never worked and still we tried,
But our feelings for eachother already died
Atleast I think but God knows only,
No one understands the situation fully.
Why was I always so stupid to forgive you every single time?
Your love was always so bitter and sour like lime.
You tortured me mentally and phisically telling me I was meant to be hurt.
If I wasn't this blind it could've been a red alert.
Eventually the more you told me I was indecisive, stupid, and childish,
I finally realized where my fucking sober mind is.
It didn't hurt as much anymore as it did first,
I've been through so many much worse.
So this is my goodbye to you that you probably won't see. I hope you'll realize what you did wrong and live happily.
This is to the boy who broke my heart countless times and I still forgave him. But tomorrow will be the last day we meet.
