I haven't felt this happy in quite a while.
I didn't even notice it until now.
Because I only cared about the problems of others
And forgot someone who also matters.
Now I finally feel like someone who does
And I'm getting better at not being an outcast.
Don't get me wrong I still care more about them
But the difference is they try to help me too whenever they can.
Such a shame that I stashed all my problems deep down
I just hope this won't end in another mental breakdown
I've been there before and I gotta tell you that
I've never felt so much like a selfish brat-
For being ungrateful that I have things that some don't
Will, I still have them in the future or I won't
I did nothing to deserve all those things from my parents and friends
And I have no idea what I'd do without it because they make my "can't"s-
"Cans" and will because I feel like I'm stronger than ever with them
So I want to be good enough to really deserve 'em.
