okay so im gonna warn you theres a bit of making out so olivia dont read that bit! your too young for smut-ish (fluff)
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Dee
"dude" Michael groaned as i tried to wake him up making me smile
"Michael talk to me im bored" i moan in his ear as everyone around me sleeps
"sorry babe im tired" he grumbled and turned away from me
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were all sat in a mini bus, Luke, August, Calum and Destiny was all sat along the back, i was sat in front of cal and des with Mia across from us was Jason and Alfie in front of me is Michael and Ashton and across from them Rose and Ava, as well as the four staff that came with us. everyone around me was sleeping, we all had a busy day, it was like six at night so everyone is sleeping but i know if i sleep now ill never sleep later.
after an hour of bugging Michael and Mia to wake up and talk to me, Mia finally woke up and so began our quiet conversation
before we left the hospital we got our room plans;
me, ,Mia, Michael and Ash
Calum, Destiny, Luke and August
Rose, Ava, Jason and Alfie.
i had to tell Mai, i couldn't hold it anymore i had to tell someone, iv been seeing things again...horrible things. maybe its time i start taking my medication again the voices i hear get really loud sometimes and i cant do it but its about time i tell someone just encase i have another 'incident'
"i need to tell you something" i whisper making sure not to wake the people around me
"what? is it that you snore because i already know" she smiled but i frowned
"no, you know i have to take the pink tables every day?"
"yeah" she answers
"its antiphycotics" i whisper making sure that no one around could hear "for my schizophrenia"
"so its not headache tablets" she mumbled confused. I told everyone one they're for headaches because I get really bad ones
"no" i say looking at my painted nails
she flung her arms around me and hugged me tightly. this is the best response to my schiz iv ever had.
"your not mad?" i asked confused
"no, i can understand why you didn't tell anyone but we basically live together you could have told me sooner" she smiled sympathetically
"im sorry, i don't really have a lot of friends at home... so i didn't know how you guys would take it, all of my friends are older and have been there before the psychotic brake they went through the diagnosis with me so they all know, iv never really had to explain before" i mumbled quickly but quietly
"im always here if you need me okay? does Michael know?" she sighed already knowing the answer
"he will soon..."
she gave me a knowing look, almost like the ones Liam used to give me. i do miss their looks. they all had a look they would give me; Liam's was knowing, Harry wiggled his eyebrow at me in the 'no sex' conversation to make me feel a little less intimidated , Zayn scrunched his face up when he knows im hiding something from him, Louis he always sicks his tongue out at me especially when one one the boys are fighting trying to make the situation lighter and Niall always gives me the 'im doing this for your own good' look which annoys me but i know when he gives me that look he normally doing it for my benefit
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