my hospital love affair M.C.

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I shot awake panting once again from nightmares. My head fell back down on the pillow it was dark bar the flashing lights of the tv that harry most likely left on, the probably useless kitchen utensil they was trying to sell to the gulable buyer. My eyes diverted from the product to the digital clock on the tv screen 3:42am

Joy

I looked over to niall who i was sharing the double bed with. Snores left his partly opened mouth as one arm was hanging off the edge of the bed while the other was resting on the same pillow my head was on. This is the one thing i didn't miss about niall, when sharing a bed he takes up eighty present of it. Its a good job im small

as time continued to pass on the more I was regretting calling ryan. harry was sleeping with my phone hidden down his boxers. I wasn't willing to put my hand down there to get it. it was a typical thing for harry to stop me from getting something because he knew I defiantly wasn't putting my hand down his boxers.

it soon got to the time where harry was beginning to wakeup harry was a morning person always had been while niall could sleep in till noon if you left him alone long enough. the only thing about harry waking up is hell wake up and hell stay In bed for about an hour and just wont move, and when he eventually moves he can spend up to 2 hours in the bathroom... I thought girls was meant to take ages in the bathroom but harry takes it to a howl new level.

I wouldn't usually be bothered if I didn't have my phone, the town I grew up in was very small and everyone knew everyone so if I didn't have a phone you could just shout over the fence to find out where someone was. it was a very noisy town as well as a judgmental one. you can see why we didn't fit in, the whole family didn't.

I felt numb, like physically numb I couldn't feel my legs, which was a side effect of one of the many medications I'm taking. I nudged niall to wake him up and all I got from my nudge was his hand that was hanging off of the bed flinging over as his body turned so his body is facing me his hand then flopped down so his palm is on my face I growned as I then did the one thing I knew would wake him up. I held his nose to close his air passages then put my hand over his mouth. when he couldn't breathe his eyes shot open, making me remove my hands from his face

"Hi" i smiled weakly with my high morning voice

"Bitch" niall lightly chuckled as he turned to lay on his back, i moved slightly to rest my head on his bare chest "how are you feeling" his hand went to run his fingers through my hair but since my hair is not where it should be he saved himself his arm wrapped around me running his hand lightly drawing shapes on my back

"Im okay im tired" i say sighing on his chest

"When do you want to go back?" He asked knowing that ill have to go back

"I dont"

"Sweetie you have to your sick you have to get your medication" he said his finger reaching down pushing my chin up so im looking at him

"Cant we just run away" i looked him dead in the eye "like we always spoke about running to miami. Getting a shop and you training me, living out there just you and me." I was desperate for this little fantasy to become reality "why cant we just leave"

"Because sam" he sighed nervously before speaking "you have cancer. You need to stay here" his hand ran down the side of my face "i cant loose you sammy. You need to get the medication. Get the help so i won't loose you" he held me closer as he said that we all knew the chance of death was there and that scared us all "i know it's selfish but we need you...i need you"