my hospital love affair M.C.

where have you been

The days came and went until it got to the big day it went painfully slow. I felt like I was watching every second tick by on the clock. Tick.tick. tick. I could walk to the other side of London quicker than a hour passed

"Don't worry" Michael said as I sat in my hospital robe placing his hand over mine which rested on the arm of my wheelchair

"Michael your worrying more than me" i smiled squeezing his hand in my own

"Can you blame me" he said looking at me like he was going to loose me I said nothing as I opened my mouth to speak no words came out what could I say in less than 12 hours I could be dead

They had just given me the anaesthetic when it happened. A huge noise was heard from the outside the ic wards main door ( the ic ward is the ward where you get ready, have and recover from any operations)

My eyes diverted back to the window i was glaring out of. Michael still looking at me almost savouring every last look he could

"Can you please stop looking at me like that" i said tiredly my eyes beginning to droop but I wasn't tired

"Like what?" He asked

"Like this will be the last time you see me alive" i said looking at him desperately

"Can you blame me sam. I don't want you to be hurt. I lo-" he got cut off

MICHAELS POV

"I lo-" as I was about to finish expressing my feelings for this girl when out burst a man. A tall tattooed man, he looked kinda like sam, just taller and with more tattoos. It was obvious to everyone who seen him, his black t-shirt hid multiple tattoos and a mass amount of muscle.

"Sammy" he smiled almost softly. his harsh face didn't look like it was natural for him to smile. He ran up to the valuable girl who was sat beside me.

He grabbed the wheel chair wheels and picked it up while sam was still sat in the chairs

"Your here" sam smiled throwing her arms around the shoulders of the man.

"Careful babe" a woman walking in smiling at the scene in front of her she then smiled at me. This being the first time i was noticed.

The smile not leaving sams face this was the most genuine smile I had seen from her.

he put down her chair and continued not to look at me. he wrapped his arm around the woman's shoulder and smiled at her. he looked at Samantha and opened his mouth to speak but before he could more men walked through the door the first I recognised was harry. he walked in carrying a little girl. she was a blonde sam.

"who the fuck are you" a guy spat i knew his face but name was a mystery. he stood in front of me causing me to stand from my chair his face was the only skin that was visible that wasn't covered in tattoos. "oi I'm talking to you" he pushed

"Z" Samantha said standing up as the man walked closer to me. I stood my ground what else could I do? she placed her hand on his chest then gripped on to the arm of the chair I was sat in to help her keep balance. I instenly went to her side and helped her stand

" i asked a question" he spat devirting his gase from samantha to me.

"Sit down zayn I'm not up for this right now"

He sat on the bed as his eyes never left my body. The rest of the room was silent all gazing at me. Harrys eyes looked almost nervous. Not for him but for me.

"This is him?" The first man asked, his soft voice now harsh. Samantha said nothing not even a nod but harry did.

"Its him"

Samantha's pov

"Its him" harry Said looking worried. I knew why. he carried in a sleeping abi whos head rested on his shoulder as little snores left her mouth

"Anyone try anything and they will have to leave" i said sternly eyeing everyone especially niall and Simon "and we need a word" i said glaring at harry "This is Michael. Michael this is my brother Simon, his soon to be wife natilee, zayn, Louis, Liam, niall, my niece Abigail and you already know harry" i gestured to each of the people I adored no one showed soft features only natilee who flashed her normal loving eyes.

natilee looked around at the men that stood sending imaginary daggers at Michael the only person who didn't was Simon he kept his eyes locked on me as my eyes looked everywhere bar at him. Natilee looked at me and shrugged rolling her eyes at her husband to be

"Hi Michael nice to finally meet you" she smiled Michael didn't dare speak he just smiled in returned

"Si...."

"No Samantha you was meant to tell me everything otherwise how can I keep you safe" he said his voice getting louder

"indoor voice." I took a deep breath through my oxygen tubes, keeping my eyes open now was difficult "you cant do anything. your not here. 8 months and you haven't been here" my voice soft as I lifted my hand to remove my beanie and reveal to my brother my hairless head I took one more deep breath closing my eyes as a gasp was heard from my sister in law

"Samantha...." before anything else was said Emma walked in with her usual friendly smile slowly faiding as she noticed the tention in the room

"2 minutes?"i asked with pleading eyes. She nodded in response and left. I looked at the people who I cared most for "We all know the risks of this. I might not wake up. So drop the tough guy act and give us all a moment to remember because this might be our last"

My brother just glared as I staggered to my feet and walked slowly to Louis hugging him tightly. he berried his head in my shoulder as he whispered how everything was going to be okay and I'm going to make it out alive. I smiled as he kissed my head, he rubbed his hand over my arm before whispering a soft "i adore you"

harry was quick to pull me out of louis' arms, Abi sat on his hip one arm wrapped around her back and the other around my shoulder holding me tightly into his body. like he never wants me to leave. he leaned down and kissed my head I looked up and kissed abi's head whispering a "rember me" harry had a look of sympathy in his eyes he showed this often when looking me in the eye. I looked up and smiled before he released his grip on me.

I walked over to zayn, we never hugged. ever. me and zayn had an understandment... we didn't need words. we just knew. he looked me deep in the eye, he pulled me into him. his arms rested awquardly on my back. I chuckled as my head rested in the crook of his neck "one day well get it right"

"maybe..." he laughed squeezing me tight

"be carful" I heard from behind me seeing joey and franki walk through the door "shes fragile" franki continued

"am not" I argued

zayn contued to hugged my body before whispering a genital "be strong" under his breath just loud enough for me to hear no matter about anybody else. I just looked up and smiled at him

I walked over to my 2 sibalings and hugged them both, I continued around the group of people I considered family until I got to Michael

he pulled me into a hug his chin resting on my head as my head leaned against his chest, he leaned down and kissed my head and whispered into my hair "see you on the other side" i looked up at my boyfriend and smiled. savouring every last moment

I pulled away. Not knowing if i was going to walk out. Not knowing if i would see his face again.

I walked behind pushing my wheelchair from hall to hall to the theatre. I stopped i could hear my heart thumping in my chest i looked behind me to see natilee hiding her face in my brothers chest nobody looking in my direction only Michael.

I shot him a nervous smiled as the fear he had has now become very real. I took a deep breath and walked through the door not knowing if ill ever walk again. if ill ever see my family again. If ill ever have children. If ill ever wake up. Ever.