Next few days were the worst for both Jidiwi and Sunwoo. Jinyoen kept avoiding them. Her eyes were filled with pain. She didn't even spare a glance at them. Number of times Jidiwi tried to talk with her but she ignored asking him to leave her alone for sometime. Sunwoo saw how broken Jinyoen looked but didn't talk with her.
Later sometime Ahro found that Jinyoen was upset for something. She asked it from Jidiwi. He informed her that he and Sunwoo had an argument. Jinyoen was in the clinic crying and Ahro was comforting her. Unknownly both of them Jidiwi was standing near to the clinic listening to evey word Jinyoen was saying. It hurt him so much that Jinyoen was in pain because of him.
...
Jinyoen was in the library when Ahro came rushing in.
"Jin, princess asked us to meet her immediately "
Jinyoen let out an annoying sigh. "What does she want now?"
The girls went to meet the princess. They found out that some of hwarang are going to go to Baekje and they were asked to come as physicians. When princess Sookmyung informing to hwarang about the visit she informed both Jinyoen and Ahro are going as well. Sunwoo, Sooho, Banryu and Jidiwi raised their hands. Later the day when Jinyoen was looking at the the sky Jidiwi approached next to her.
"Seeing you like this hurt me so much Jinu. Why do you keep avoiding me? "
"Seeing you two fighting with each other hurt me too. Why don't you think about that?"
"I'm sorry Jinu. I can't bear seeing you in so pain" Jinyoen hugged him tightly.
"I just don't want to get hurt again. I have lost so many people I loved. I can't lose you too" She barely whispered but it was loud enough for Jidiwi to hear.
"I won't leave you. I promise "
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The day finally came for the Baekje visit. Jinyoen was unhappy.
"I know about them. The crown prince of Baekje is a cruel man. He has no sense of humility. I've met him couple of times and he kept staring at me weirdly. " She said Jidiwi. Jidiwi knew what she meant. If the crown prince saw her she would be in danger. So, he made Jinyoen promised that she won't meet the prince.
When princess Sookmyung stops for resting Jinyoen said that she wants to walk around the village and Jidiwi came with her.
"You know when I was little I dreamed about going all around Silla with my brother. But I couldn't. Sometimes I wonder if he has met my mother after he died. It's a shame that I didn't get a chance to meet my mother. Once my father said I look too much like her but I have his smile. " Jinyoen said sadly.
"What happened to your mother Jinu?" Jidiwi asked curiously.
"She died because of me. When I was still in her womb someone wanted to kill me. So, they poisoned her. I was born earlier than the other babies. My mom had already died when she was giving birth to me. She hadn't even seen my face. My father said I was a small baby. He hadn't hoped that I would live because of the deadly poison"
"It was my mother wasn't she?" Jinyoen started him in shock.
"No no I didn't say such a thing. My father had..." Jidiwi cut her off.
"I know it was my mother Jinu. I know that she hated your family. I'm sorry " Jinyoen hugged him.
"It's alright Jinheung. It's not your fault after all. Come we should go. It's getting darker here"
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My deep soul
Romansa"I've lost so many people I love. I can't loose you too." "I won't leave you. I promise." She is a kind hear-ted person who is so loved from others. He carries a deep secret and searches for love.
