Blue

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Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning..like I'm sinking to the bottom of a pool and can't get out..and I don't fight it..I simply let the water consume me..and I blow out air..even now I do that when I'm swimming I simply sink to the bottom of the pool and I wait till I have to go up for air..it's beautiful seeing the surface of the water as I sink to the bottom..it's a pity it must be broken when I return for air....sometimes I brake it by laying on my back..and watching the beautiful moon..at those times I don't have to think..think about love,hate,greed...just how pretty the moon and stars are..as I close my eyes a sink back into the blue depths..letting it consume every part of me..only to open my eyes and find my way through the surface..sometimes I wish i didn't have to breathe just so I could stay there a little longer..so I didn't have to think..so I didn't have to live..

Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning..my head pounds and I need air..but I simply don't show it..I want others to know I'm ok..just so I can return to the blue waters..just so I don't have to think again..so I don't have to cry and let my head pound..or my need for air to stop me this time..because all I wanna see..is blue

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