My random writings (and vents)

Coward..

Coward..that's what you are..you never speak your mind! You let them talk..you try and fail..because you're a coward.. you it's funny that you can't say three words..because you're a coward..a stupid coward who can't stand up for themselves..you should stop trying at this point..I mean you already have..you don't fight back and listen..never saying what's on your mind..coward..what's the point after all who would listen to a coward like you..someone who crys..what a coward..why can't you just ask..why must you pity yourself..like a coward..no one could love a coward like you..that's all you think isn't it..coward

I am a coward..I'm scared..I don't want to say the wrong thing..I don't want you to hate me..so I'm a coward..my mind yells and screams telling me to do something..anything..but I won't because I'm a coward..I can't say I love you because I'm a coward..even if I love you..because I was born a coward..a weak..tired..coward..that I can't do anything..but let my mind take over as I slowly fall deeper..after all..I'm a coward..I can't even save myself..I'm pitiful..I'm a coward..I'm sorry..that I'm a coward..but I love you..so much..it's to bad..that

I'm a coward