Is it worth it?

i love you.

She gets up from the table and walks over to you. She immediately hugs you, a very tight hug. Stunned you realized you aren't hugging back. You kick back into reality and hug her back.

"Cate I'm so sorry, this is all my fault."

She pulls back and rests her hands on your shoulders. "No... dear, it's not." She pauses. "I chose to act on falling for you and I'm glad I did. Losing him is just a consequence from the universe."

"Are..you sure? I mean if you need to I can move out and we can.. stop seeing each other."
She knows you don't want that, but you'll do anything for her.

"No. I don't want to lose you." She gives a reassuring smile. "Let's just forget about the divorce for the night okay sweetheart?"

"Okay.. again I'm so sorry, please please know I love you and you're gonna get through this with me right by your side. I promise I'm not going anywhere." You try to show her that you're there for her.

She seems to take it that way and leans in for a hug. Her hold on you tight. You know she needs this. She is probably extremely upset and just masking it, just like she does.

"I love you too. Thank you so much for caring about me enough to put me before you. You don't understand how much I need you, thank you y/n."

"That's what you do for people you love, anything even if it means you will be in pain or hurt." You try to give her a smile showing her you're sincere.

She grabs the car keys and you give her a confused look "What are you doing-?"

"We're going for a drive cmon." She says pulling your waist.

'God I love it when she does that. THE BUTTERFLIES I GET !!'

"Okay okay.." you smile following after her.

She opens the car door for you. "After you m'lady," She says with a big smile.

She gets in the car, puts the key into the ignition, and says "TO THE NEAREST BAR !!" While pointing like batman saying that about the batmobile.

You bust out laughing. "YOU'RE SO CHEESY!"

"I AM NOT!" She protests.

"TO THE NEAREST BAR!" You mock.

"Oh shut up." She chuckles and pulls out of the driveway.

When you guys head onto the main road she moves her hand onto your thigh. You like this. The little things she does to show her affection like resting her hand on you, wanting to hold you, or be touching you all the time. You stare outside the window and watch everything in the city pass you by.

'Woah this is absolutely beautiful'

She notices you admiring the city. "What're you thinking?"

"Oh just how beautiful this place is. It's so insane how we were brought together. How we just so happened to bump into each other that day, that time. I just can't wrap my head around it. It was like fate. Meant to be."

"Well, aren't you questioning the universe a lot tonight hm?" She smiles at you with that look she always gives.

"Yeah... I guess I just have a lot to be thankful for."

"So do I, my dear." She grins.

You arrive at the bar and hop out of the car. You walk in and find 2 open seats at the counter to sit on. She follows you and you both take a seat.

"2 large glasses of whatever wine gets you drunk the fastest." She says signaling the bartender to get it done as soon as possible.

He brings them over and she downs the entire glass, every drop of the smooth red wine.