Red Knot - [JIKOOK] {COMPLETED}

Pt. 1

Jungkook's POV
It's been days since my birthday.

We celebrated with a huge party for my 18th.

Nonstop. People would ask about my newly crimson red string.

I would avoid anything that had to do with it.

Information on Red Strings are pretty sparse.

There's not much to it.

It's all about the person on the opposite side of the string.

Supposedly when you come of age... That's the only person you'll yearn for.

Yes, There are times where the couple don't get together, BUT IT'S EXTREMELY RARE LIKE 1 in 10,000.

AM I THAT UNFORTUNATE?

Anyways... I've come to the conclusion that maybe I do like Yugyeom?

JUST A MAYBE!

Okay..I'm starting to believe that bullshit of yearning someone is true.

I seriously can't get that bitch outta my head.

"MR. JEON!!! Please pay attention!!" the calculus teacher yelled while slamming the board with a marker.

I bowed then sat back in my seat while staring at my string.

What if I just untie it?
I thought to myself as my eyes followed the string to Yugyeom's desk.

I sighed thinking about him and I.

I watched as he focused on the textbook infront of him.

Now that I think about it he's so admirable.

QUIT IT JUNGKOOK.

There's no chance of you and him happening.

-Time Skip-

"Ayo! Kook! What's up with you lately? You've been out of it" Yugyeom ran over to me as soon as our last class ended.

"Nothing. Really." I said bluntly and took his arm off of my shoulder.

"Yugyeom!! Hurry practice starts in 10!!" Little Bambam ran over to yank Yugyeom away from me.

And being the blind puppy in love..

Yugyeom followed.

Ugh.

Why doesn't he like me? Aren't I just as cute and attractive as any other male?

Whatever.

Not like I cared anyways.

I said in my head as I kicked some rocks on the sidewalk.

"Maybe I should tell him before his birthday? OR SHOULD I JUST LET HIM- NO STOP BEING STUPID" I smacked my head trying to get a hold of myself.

Yugyeom deserves the truth.

He needs the truth.

I want to tell the truth.

I started to walk back to the school where Yugyeom has practice.

"Okay..Maybe I can tell him next time-"

"JUNGKOOK!!!"

Too late... He saw me..

I turned with a smile and waved.

I watched as the beauty ran towards me.

"Hey Yugyeom" I said and he smiled while breathing heavily.

Which can I say..was a heavenly sight.

"You know, I don't think you know that I realized you stopped calling me Yugs" he said with crossed arms making me freeze.

He's right..

I have stopped calling him Yugs.

"Please Kook tell me what's wrong.." Yugyeom said with sad eyes.

"It's not the time, nor is it the right place.." I said and he rolled his eyes.

"WELL THEN! Tell me when and where you can tell me!" He said with a cute grumpy face on.

"It will not be anytime soon. As a matter of fact, I'm not sure when" I said and he turned around to see his coach calling him over.

"Fine. You'll just have to deal with me asking everyday till you get sick of it!" He laughed evilly and ran away.

I chuckled at his cuteness, but then stopped when I see him crash into a hug with Mark and Bambam.

I guess there's really no chance..

~

EVERYDAY.

EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY.

"Can you tell me now?"

"What about now?"

"What's the big secret??"

"Are you pregnant?"

"Yes or no?"

"JUST TELL ME"

"May you tell me today?"

"CMON IVE BEEN PATIENT"

"Kooookkkkkkk pleasseeeee telll meeeeee"

AND EVERYTIME I SAID NO.

It's finally around the middle of October.

Yes the entire month of September and beginning of October was filled with Yugyeom forcing me to tell him the "BIG" secret.

It's getting a little tedious and annoying, but I think I can manag-

"JUNGKOOK TELL ME TODAY IVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH" Yugyeom bursted through the front door of my house.

"WHAT THE FUCK" I yelled examining the door thinking it was broken.

"Jungkook, I literally can't take it anymore. Just tell me or else I'll never speak to you again" he said seriously causing me to tense up.

"Yugyeom..I said it's not the right time or place" I said and he scoffed then crossed his arms.

"Jungkook. It's been killing me. You've been acting so different lately that it's annoying the fuck out of me. Did I do something wrong?" He said while staring at me.

I started to see the string linking us together slowly become grey in the middle.

"Um.. I- I don't" I couldn't speak because I was worried about our string.

"Jungkook, I feel like you don't trust me at all... Or like I'm some type of stranger that has no meaning.." Yugyeom said with some tears falling down his cheek.

"You know what... Forget it, I don't wanna know about the stupid secret anymore. OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU HAVE GOING ON IN YOUR SICK BRAIN!" Yugyeom yelled and started stomping towards the front door.

"Wait! Stop! I do trust you!" I grabbed his wrist but he yanked it away.

"Stop it. I'm going to BamBams. He has treated me way better than you ever have these past few months" He said turning around and walking out.

Of course.

Fucking Bambams.

What was I thinking..

I actually thought that he and I had a chance.

I'm stupid.

I let him go.

I watched him slam my door.

Leaving me.

In silence.

As I watch the string slowly start to weaken, and feather lightly.

"I don't know what to do.."