Red Knot - [JIKOOK] {COMPLETED}

Pt. 18

Jungkook's POV

Did..

Did I just do that..

I JUST SHOCKED MYSELF.

WHAT THE FUCK GOT INTO ME?

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?

ALL I RECALL IS WAKING UP WITH A BURNING SENSATION TO DO SOMETHING AND I DID IT

Was I horny? no no because this feels different..

WAS I POSSESSED?

Now thinking of it..It kinda felt like that.

But I was in control...I just had the urge to do it, but it was completely all of my conscious actions.

I cant believe I just kissed him.

I'm freaking out.
WHAT DO I DO???

I'm so shocked and baffled with myself

I'm flabbergasted.

Appalled.

I'm so-

"Jungkook..What was that?" I heard Jimin say from the stairs.

"I- Uh- I..um.. I" I couldn't express any words I was terrified.

He then sat next to me and held my hand.

"I now understand where all the attitude is coming from...You should've just told me you liked me" He said and I couldn't compute.

"Listen I like you too, but your soulmate wouldn't like that" He said and I shook my head.

"I don't have one."

Jimin's POV

WHAT? HE DOESNT HAVE ONE?

HES LIKE ME?

WAIT A FUCKING SECOND WHAT?

"Wait what?" I asked calmly trying not to show the nervousness in my voice.

"Nothing" He said trying to avoid my question, but I'm not going to let this slide.

"Oh no..Oh no no no no no, you're not gonna drop something like that and not explain" I said and he bit his lip.

"What is there to explain?" He said and I scoffed.

"Dude you literally just said you don't have a soulmate. When all this time I thought you had one." I said crossing my arms and he put his head in his palms.

"I- I...ARGHEHDJS" He yelled into his hands and I was shocked.

When he yelled I started thinking about what I'd do if I was in his shoes.

Which I kinda am..But I meant right now in this moment...

Him saying that is a big deal, it's not something an average person would take lightly.

However, I'm no average person.

"Jungkook...I don't have one either" I exhaled and waiting for his response.

He snapped his head up with a straight face.

"Why are you lying? It's not something you should lie about to make me feel better." He said harshly which I don't blame him for.

"I'm not lying. It's something that I don't share, but you telling your side felt like the right moment to mention my side." I said and he raised his eyebrow.

"I don't think you understand what I'm talking about." He said lifting up the blanket and putting his legs under the covers.

What does he mean by that? Does he think I'm talking about how I haven't found mine? Am I misinterpreting what's going on?

I sighed and grabbed his hand and stopped him from going under the covers.

"Is your string grey and broken?" I said straight up and his jaw dropped.

"OH MY GOD- WHAT THE FUCK" He yelled and I shushed him.

"See I told you I knew. I have a broken string." I said looking down at my pinky.

He jumped out of the covers and paced around the room.

"I..I- I thoug-ht you were talking about how you haven't found your soulmate. I was like why should I even bother telling him! He wouldn't understand! People don't believe in grey strings" He exclaimed and I giggled at his reaction.

"Wait-" he then stood still and stared down at me.

I stopped giggling and kept eye contact. Him staring down on me while I sit on the bed was a nervous feeling.

"How did yours break?" He asked and I shrugged.

"What? What does that mean?" He asked and I shrugged again.

"It means I don't know. I've always been fascinated about the fact that everyone has a soulmate, but I guess I never had one." I sighed and looked at my pinky.

"What do you mean?" He said sitting down beside me intrigued.

"God I hate remembering..Um... When my string was revealed on my birthday it was already grey and shriveled up." I said while pulling on it.

"From that moment on I didn't really have any hope for finding another..because the one I was 'destined' for didn't want me" I said while struggling not to tear up.

I then look to Jungkook and he had tears in his eyes.

"MANN THATS SO SAD" He said and I laughed.

"You big baby! Stop crying!" I said pinching his cheeks but it made him tear up more.

After a few more whines he wiped away his tears and cleared his throat.

"Um..My 'soulmate' was my childhood bestfriend, but he was attached to me and his crush. Then-" He said but I cut him off.

"WAIT WHAT? TWO STRINGS ATTACHED TO ONE PERSON?" I yelled and he nodded aggressively.

"I KNOW IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE!" He said making me think if I've heard anything like this before.

"Anyways! Long story short! He picked him. I moved to japan. Came back and now I'm here with you" He said with a smile.

"Well I'll be damned..Maybe we're destined instead?" I smirked and he laughed.

"Who knows..maybe we are" He said while putting his hand on my cheek and caressing it.

We stay there in silence and then start laughing.

"That was the most corniest shit we've done" He said and I couldn't stop laughing.

"Aha- Okay maybe we should sleep...It's late.." I said laying down and he laid down too.

"May I sleep with you tonight?" He asked and I smiled.

"Of course, I missed you anyways..Even though you were here everyday. I'm just glad we're talking again." I said and he didn't smile.

He brought his hand to my cheek and stroked it before closing his eyes and drifting to sleep.