Red Knot - [JIKOOK] {COMPLETED}

Pt. 14

Jungkook's POV

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

JUST LIKE YUGYEOM

"It's annoying the fuck out of me"

"Seriously it's getting annoying"

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

THEYRE EXACTLY THE SAME.

I was going crazy.

I was just ranting in the middle of the street not giving a fuck if I get run over.

THEY BOTH THINK IM ANNOYING AHAHHAAHA

So.

It was too good to be true.

He's just gonna pick another guy over me JUST LIKE YUGYEOM!

I thought I had a chance at having happiness.

ITS MY FAULT.

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT.

IM SO FUCKKNG STUPID.

3rd Person POV

Jungkook kept having thoughts run through his mind.

He kept saying it was his fault over and over again.

He was balling his eyes out to the point where he couldn't see where he was going.

He dropped to his knees in the middle of the street and kept weeping.

"Why? WHY? WHY WHY WHY" Jungkook yelled into the pavement as his hands shook while covering his ears.

"Please..Just for once..please" Jungkook begged to the universe trying to get a hold on himself.

Jungkook was going through multiple emotions.

He kept cursing the world for giving him a soulmate that didn't want him.

And for not giving him a soulmate he fell for.

As much as he wanted to blame the void of nothing, he still strongly believed it was all his fault.

He did push Jimin away.

He did leave Korea because of his ex bestfriend.

Jungkook didn't know why, but he found himself running away when things got rough.

Jungkook was still in the middle of the street while thinking about the past.

"It's..me" Jungkook whispered to himself when he realized he was the one who pushed Yugyeom away.

He was the one who quit talking to Jimin in order to 'save' not only Jimin but himself as well.

Jungkook was afraid.

And he was scared to admit it.

"I want to go home..." Jungkook cried, but by home he meant the past.

He meant before his 18th birthday.

He meant before all the soulmate mess.

He wanted to start over.

But sadly he can't.

"I'm sorry..I'm so sorry" Jungkook confessed to the ground.

He sat in a bowing position as he begged to the world.

"Please! I'm so sorry!" Jungkook yelled once more catching the attention of a pedestrian.

"HEY! KID! Get out of the street!" The stranger yelled out to the crying Jungkook.